"You lit the darkness and loneliness of my world by your brilliance light. You erased the misery from my life, little by little by your kindness, but you also erased the joy, the delight from my life by your leaving, by your absence all in once. You tried so hard to help me because you had no idea how to help yourself, I helped you because people never helped me, but you did, so you was special, everything about you was special,