I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted Sometimes I wonder, was our love is just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine?  'Cause I'm not fine at all And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape I wish that I could wake up with a