Thinking about the pasts makes me have regrets, thinking about the future is no hope, living right now is useless, but something about these two guys I've met made me have hopes. I only have one choice for this future to change. One makes me happy and he's always there for me. The other makes me want to punch him every second (which I do) and I always have to be there for him. Maybe life isn't what I thought it was. Having myself laugh and seeing these guys made me trust myself in order to