I watched everyone around me disappear. They left and I was left alone. I was used to it though. Even when I used to have people around me I was still alone. I just continued living my life.  I'm like ice. I don't know how to feel. I'm frozen, numb... There is a wall around me. It seems unbreakable.  And I may not know it yet but even the strongest shelf can break.

  When my father died from cancer, I was so upset. My world crashed. Of course, I tried to go on with life in the best way I could. Things were ok emotionally, but at school, I had so many problems with friends.  I started to get bad grades, and it felt like absolutely everything was going downhill.  After an entire year passes though, something changes. I meet a group of amazing boys, by chance, and begin to get closer to them. It’s not like in stories, where one day a bunch of an