"Falling in love should never feels like this. Especially when you're falling in love for the first time. I should feels happy, grateful and bright. But why am I feeling like this? Disgust, pitiful and dirty? Why am I feeling these everyday? What have I done to myself? Should I give up?  Or is it was already too late?

The story of an arrogant master and his servant.

Just bacause your love paraside is destroyed once, it doesn't mean, you would never find love and happiness again. Only time will tell...