I'm still in love with Hyoyeon. My Hyoyeon. I don't even know why I'm covering up my misery when it hurts. It hurts so much. It's okay. If she's happy, I'll try my best to be happy too.    

It was a year ago, that I met the love of my life. She was beautiful. Her name is Hyoyeon. Today, she is in America, probably fulfilling her father's wish and pursuing her career. Dancing. She can dance, I tell you. I miss her. Ever