Trainee days are hard for everyone. Muscles aching, voice hurting from practice and tears shedding from how hard these trainings are. However you don't shed tears, your muscle does not ache and your voice does not hurt from practice. Your antisocial and not easy to get along with. YOu do everything by yourself and think very independant. What happens if someone changes you into a happy and bright person? Will you stay like that forever or be the old person that you used to be?