Dear Donghae, ..... Dear Hyukjae, .....

Donghae Hyung says he will always be there for me; that he'll be there whenever I need him.  

I remember that day like it was yesterday.     "Hey you!"  I turned around at the sound of the voice. A boy - dressed in black jeans and a dark blue vneck - strode up to me confidently, an amusing smile tugging on his lips.

My name is Lee Hyukjae but most people call me Eunhyuk. I am 21-years-old and I live with my best friend, Park Jung-soo but most people call him Leeteuk. This boy that I'm pushing on the swings right now, is Lee Donghae. He is 15-years-old and lives in a foster home. His parents abandoned him when he was younger because of one reason.   He has a mental disability.

Hi! My name is Lee Donghae and I am 15 years old. I like the colour blue and I like going to the park. People say I'm different, and I know I'm different. I know there is something wrong with me but every time someone tries to explain to me what, I get confused so I don't listen anymore. Its okay. I don't mind being different. The main reason why is because of that guy over there.   That's my hyung. His nam

"My toes ?" "Yes, your toes are very cute; especially your pinky toe. Say, did you do something with it?"  

I want to protect you. I want to be there for you when you are going through your tough times. I want to be the one that you call first when you need someone. I do not know why, but that is all I want to do; to protect you.  

  Hyukjae has been dead for a little over three days. Three days, 17 hours and 11 minutes to be exact.