Oh Sehun was six feet under, but it hadn't always been this way. He was far past the point of feeling anger or resentment. Instead, wave after wave of guilt crashed over him, engulfing the boy in a sea of depression and self-loathing. Said boy was admitted to the hospital a few weeks later, the time passing in a whirlwind of pain killers and razor blades.   A/N: This story is more or less a downer, you've been warned.