It was between friendship and love,i passed through that and i had him but i didn't expect he would leave this soon and give me a hard pain.  

When you were with him you tolled your self that you can't lose him but now you lost him what you should you do?shouled you go with him or stay in this world with out him

At the time you were with him you promised yourself that you can't lose, him but now you lose him what should you do?