(Excerpt) It was the day when we were free of training. Practicing almost 12 hours a day, we had the last day of the week all to ourselves. The members would either visit their families, or choose to sleep the day off. I would have chosen to stay in to catch up on all of my lost sleep if it wasn’t for Luhan and Yixing. It had been ages since they went out to play and the duo had dragged me along to the mall. The sun was out, birds were chirping and leaves danced w

"I am not over it. There, I said it. So don’t tell me that I’m just wallowing in sorrow and drowning in my self-pity. It has only been a month since we went our separate ways. Don’t tell me that I have to get over it. I am not over it. I can’t simply get over it. How can I when we were in love with each other for so long and somewhere along the way, he stopped loving me?"