Everyday after practice, I'll shower and hideout in the dorm to write in my diary. It has become a daily routine for me ever since....... gosh, i don't even remember. It was a gift from my ex-girlfriend on my birthday. I know it's weird and dumb seeing that we've broken up but it means something to me. I guess that's because she was my first and last girlfriend.  I hope no one will ever find this diary. Its embarrasing to even OWN a diary, what more if the members sees me writing h