It had been the perfect day at collge and finally I had the man of my dreams all mine and officially my boyfriend, I was so happy when he said yes to sleeping over at mine this weekend, I hoped Minho and Onew were going to be gone though.

It had been five years since you was cruelly taken away from me, five years since I lost you my one true love. For you I have kept my promise that we made a week before you was taken from my life, yet I never have forgotten you and everyday I have come to visit you. I still love you and I will never forget you. You may not be here but you will forever be in my heart, soul and mind

It was a special night and to celebrate, both Jonghyun and Key were going out for dinner, cooked by their mum's who happen to be their biggest fan girls, squealing and getting excited over the littlest thing's they did together, it was going to a fun, loving night ahead of them.

Jonghyun could not be more happier to have his adorable boyfriend home for Chrismas. It was a shock to see him on his door step so close to the holidays especially when his boyfriend was meant to be the other side of the world.

They where only toddlers yet bonded closer together then anyone else. Everyday they would play, laugh and experiance life together as they grow.

Hello I'm Kim Kibum and this is my diary about my first ever date I had with Jonghyun, they guy I picked on Take Me Out.

It was 1.30 am and we were still waiting to go and record our performance of Everybody for our Inkigayo comeback stage and Key was about how cold he was. I had to sort thisoutbefore he never speaks to me again.

Jonghyun and Key are at home, just completely loved up and day dreaming of their memories they made from the early years to now. They knew that nothing felt right with anyone else but each other.

There was only ten minutes left of 2013 and Jonghyun and Key were snuggled on the sofa, counting down the time to the new year. Wanting to know what each other's new year's resolutions will be, Key was about to learn about Jonghyun's secret resolution he had been keeping for the past 6 years.

It was a beautiful, warm, sunny Sunday afternoon and the park was full of families, sweet laugher filled the air. Jonghyun and Key were happily sitting on the bench, thinking of all the years they had spent together, watching their children with their own families now, feeling how lucky in love and life they had been, it seemed to perfect to be real.

Key was dating some dirty rat he hated called Woohyun and he hated that mans guts he was the devil that had pinched his Bummie away and he hated the fact he . But that night while out trying to clear his head and get loads of comfort food, he found someone he didn't expect to find, broken hurt and in need of some tender loving care.

I knew he had one of the busiest schedules between us and I wanted tonight to be perfect for him and a chance for some relaxtion before our big comeback so I have come up with the perfect plan to give my Bummie the perfect evening.

It was our 8 year anniversary and I had got something done specially for the love of my life. I just hope Key will like it as it was inspired by him, for him.

It was going to be their perfect date night after a week of heavy work loads and Jonghyun was planning a surprise for his fianc'e but it seems like the weather certainly wasn't on his side.

In a country where our love is forbidden, a place where we can't express our love to each other in public, yet even though my boyfriend was a top singer, he really didn't care what people thought about us. It was nobody's buisness.

It was Halloween and Jonghyun and Key had kicked the other three out, wanting some alone time together. Jonghyun wanted the last Vanilla fudge but Key was going to make him work for it.

Both were always too busy during the week and found it hard to spend time together. The weekends were their time and on this weekend Jonghyun promised to make it special and different from what they normally do and it was certainly what he did.

Key just had so much on his plate, loaded with home work yet he secretly missed his boyfriend. It had been nearly 2 weeks since they had spent any time together and a certain puppy like man just can't help him self any longer

It seemed silly to other's but Jonghyun could never sleep or settle without his goodnight kiss from his husband of 14 years. The night's he couldn't sleep he would stare at the younger man he loved and cherished, wondering how he got so lucky to have some one like Key as his and only his.

Sunday had finally arrived and Soojin was rather excited as it was her birthday but something more big and important was happing. Itw as the day I was taking her to the sea life centre and Key was coming along. It felt like more of another date then just a meet up.

It was our first month anniversary and Soojin had demanded we go to this new American diner in town. It was going so well until that voice spoke out, It was a sound I never wanted to hear again.

It's bonfire night and what aperfect way to spend it then with the love of your life, roast marsh mellow's for the first time and just falling even more in love with the most perfect lover Key could ever ask  for.

It was Key's big day competing in Seoul's biggest dance contest. He was lucky to have his very loyal number 1 fanboy and boyfriend of many years in the audience cheering him on and supporting him.

 He had looked after me for a while in the beginning, he treated me with the utmost care anyone could imagine.He had been the first to show any signs of love and care for me, he had become a person I inspired to be and become, He had been the first to show me really human feelings. He was the first person I had come to love and cherish.  

It was the start of a new day and to many it was the start of the dreaded week which meant work, I was lucky enough to not only have a great job and co worker but I shared the first floor with the sport's department and my long term boyfriend worked there. Itw as going to be a day of jokes, teasing and more love then you could imagine.

It was the day I dreaded and hated with a passion. It was a day I tried to fake being ill to get out of it yet here I was stuck in some gym shorts and baggy top in the middle of field getting ready as sport's day begun. The only thing that can get me through this was standing at the side lines ready to become my cheer leader for the afternoon.