In which Kim Namjoon realizes that he isn't perfect but hopes that someday he will be. 

Depression and anorexia can destroy a human being in a matter of years, months, sometimes even weeks. When the pressure of being "perfect" in everyones eyes becomes too much to handle the only sollution is suicide. Jo Kwangmin learned this through first hand experience.  

"The first step toward change is awareness. The second step is acceptance." - Nathaniel Branden