It's been 3 full years not having you by my side anymore.3 whole years not having to hear your "I love you"s and your morning and night time kisses.3 whole years of not having to look at your face.3 whole years of staring at those pics and videos of you and me.3 whole years of not hearing your voice that always makes me laugh or smile.3 whole years...of having to suffer and fel guilty and miserable.And in all of those years...I've been missing you...

As i stare at the dazzling stars twinkling before me,i look very closely,and see that they kind of remind me of your eyes.As i see couples strolling around the park cuddling with eachother and having fun,it reminds me of us.As i go to the tree at my backyard and see the initials of you and me on my cherry blossom tree,it reminds me of you.And,as i come home from a busy day and see the old,brown guitar at the corner of my room shining from the sunlight from my win

You were my entire world,my everything...and then,just like that,you dissapeared from me,took everything that you ever given me.But,i know that you still love me,i know because you tell me every night and day,your kisses send me a message saying that you will always love me,and...on the day you had to leave me you told me so.So now,here i am...waiting for the day you come back to me...