I was his secret fan and I secretly loving him. Could I keep it secret forever?

Do you believe in the saying, "First love never dies"? because I'am... He's my first love and my feelings for him never die.

Someday, I will be with you. Someday, you're by my side. Someday, we'll get married and having own family. Does someday is just an imagination of mine? You're like a star, beautiful to see but hard to reach. Could I reach you in such a distant with a fanboy like me offering his love to you?