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  Received: 20/12/2012 05:49AMGoodbye, Myungsoo.

"...I regret it. Nothing will make me smile again. Nothing will keep me happy. You know how I’m like. I lose control of my words and feelings when I’m mad, but I always come back after, thinking over what I have done. Losing you is probably the worst thing that could ever happen.” 

“Stay with us in this paradise, forever.”  

In this point in life, I’m in my 3rd and last year of high school, attending Pyeong Moon High. My name is Park Jaehwa. I have a great desire to be in love. Being in love to the fullest. Just finding my real true love. Loving them to a never ending time and be together, forever. It's just that... I’m mute. No one could ever pay attention to me. I’d try to speak, but nothing came out. They’d walk past me as if I were invisible.