Nikki Park was not a girl who enjoyed  fairytales. She used to think she was a very logical, realistic person until he appeared in her life. The dream of every fangirl in the world. She could not ask for more.... But why did no one ever warned her, every dream that comes true, comes with a even bigger price? 

Waking up in unfamiliar places with unfamiliar faces has become a very normal thing for me. Not being able to remember what I've been doing yesterday or how I ended up having detention for getting in a fight was not surprising anymore. In fact I've learned to accept it. My weakness. My illness. The you in me. Everytime you did something unexplainable I found a way to cover it up. Making stories to make sense of the most stupid things you did, never once I tried to chase you aw