December 5, 2012. I went to the flower shop again. The one next to our favorite bubble tea cafe. The floral shop was the same as always. Bright and happy with the arrangement of beautiful colors from the different flowers. I went straight for the white roses. His favorite. The clerk made sure to wrap up the dozen of flowers in a neat boquet. "For a friend?" she asked. "Yes, my best friend." I replied with a smile. After I said my goodbyes, I made my journey to the one place I felt was the m