He is a beast underneath it all, and I didn't know until I fell under his traps.  " I didn't mean it, I love you"  was what he said, and I blindly believed him.  Prisoner that's what I feel, but that's not what I used to feel, looking into his eyes.  How? Why? When? Unanswered questions, to a scary reality called love.  They say love is blind, well I guess I agree with it now.