after struggling with a huge writer's block and having no motivation to write anymore, i have decided to abandon this account. thank you to all of you for the support and love that you gave me the whole time i was here on this account, you do not know how much your love means to me. i am not sure if i will ever come back to write again, but leaving this account without clearing things up was not sitting right with me. i have also not been an nctzen for a really long time which fed my unmotivation even more. i deeply apologize for not being able to write more stories and to continue the ones that i have still unfinished. i have tried multiple times but i just feel empty inside just thinking about writing anymore. thank you for understanding and just... thank you again. - kawichi