_jongwoonscoffee

sometimes, the world forgets that jongwoon's human - he has feelings. he's sick of recounting memories of what was once thirteen, sick of the laughter, cries, screams and apologies that engulfed him, sick of thinking what if, sick of watching this group called a family fall apart —  jongwoon's sick of just everything. so he decides one day that he's had goddamn enough, enough of staring at the ceiling then to ryeowook's empty bed, hearing jungsu unlock the door and throw himself onto the bed, enough of staying warped in the present. he rises from his chair, grabs a few of his things from years ago before super junior ever happened and throws it into his bag carelessly. then, he gets up, pushes past donghae who staggers tiredly into the living room and heads for the carpark. he's leaving his home. he's leaving yesung behind. he's leaving twelve men who he has leaned on for seven years. jongwoon retrieves his phone from his pocket and drafts up a text to twelve contacts whose numbers he has memorized. it's excruciatingly short and vague, but it'll suffice is what jongwoon thinks as he sends it, hurls his phone eleven floors down and tries his very best not to look back. 

미안해요.

.there's just something about you

you sip at a grande caramel frappucino laced with almond syrup, while I down an espresso double shot--

 [ big bang | dbsk | b.a.p ]

a young man sits at the table, light blush donning his pale cheeks and chocolate brown bangs falling to his eyes. his gaze is situated far out at the clouds, a lost, glassy look etched in his eyes, while his small hand subconsciously stirs the steaming hot coffee on the table. the man wears a plain, long-sleeved T-shirt drooping over his thin shoulders and skinny jeans that reveal the shape of his luscious legs. his plump lips are parted slightly, and his eyelashes bat gently against his cheeks occasionally. he exhales a soft, inaudible sigh, dark sienna pupils averting their stare and kibum is completely blown away. 

and so kibum squints slightly, bends a little and brings up his camera to snap a photo of the man sipping at his coffee, sunlight illuminating his features at all the right places — kim jongwoon.

[ photo credits to rondateuk and kkoming on tumblr | for viewing on google chrome ]

 

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