DEPRESSION

My day,
Is ash grey,
The night is too long
These words are wrong,
There's nothing good to say...

As I lay down to rest
No dreams come, it's for the best...

Daylight comes, boredom too
Why'd I bother to get up so soon?
Could this be a better day..

-LOUISA

nothing special about me~~ im just a person with full of emotions~ i'm not good enough but i'd tried my best to be a better one~
but everytime i tried to change my life... i'm always make a trouble~ and the worst abt me is.. i've a bed temper really bad~
i'm pretty sure not everyone can accept the way i am~~.. hahah im a bad person right?

i've tried to be a positive thinking but at the end.. it'll end up with a negative one?
i'm a rough person and i'm not a soft one.. so i admit imma curse person.. but what can i do? everytime i tried to be nice
they keep make me mad.. (hot temper too much dude)

i'll be okay, if people doesn't do anything that i hate :"3 unpredictable? yeah imma unpredictable person too~~ 
sometime i'm also can't even understand with myself lmao (it's sound funny right?) but this is the truth dude I DON'T KNOW MYSELF :3 
so i can't OWN MYSELF and people also can't OWN ME~ 

and~~ imma night person not a morning person krooh~~ people said that i'm INSOMNIA but act not :3 cuz in the morning i'm being sleepy too much and my
brain being stuck so i can't think anything lol (to be more spesific blur and blank) and my brain will active when the night came lmao.. poor me ><

full time rp-ing
i don't like to write stroy (FF)
but i love reading ff :") especially wonho ff huehue
monsta x huge fan ~~ >_< because they're sooooo cute so handsome *^* i might faint kno :3

i'm not good in eng but i love eng lmao. typical im malaysian :3

monbabe,once <3 but im also love other fandom i'm totally multifandom