Her eyes gazed upon the rain that slowly and gently glided on the window, capturing it's movements.

The rain drops continuing to glide down on the window, slowly making it's own path or adjoining with other rain drops.

Drops of rain, described as exquisite, astonishing, beautiful in her mind and heart.

To many people, rain was ordinary, plain, old.

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But to her, rain had many hidden meanings.

She only knew those hidden meanings, no one else. Whenever rain fell on the window, a small curve would form on her lips, the rain never failing to make her smile, from it's delicacy.

The beauty of a drop with it's hidden scars.

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Sometimes its better to leave. There's no point of trying when you only get the same result.

It's amazing how something so small can help relieve stress in just one slide motion.

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Her lips trembled as her tears fallen down.

The miraculous times of her heart abused only gave her pain in the end.

She stopped loving, for she had enough of her heart being abused so many times. Her heart became cold.

No more... no more...

No more.

Is all she could say as her body shaked from the pain in her heart.

Fade.

Fade.

Fade.

Fade away.

Live.

But I'm doing it again. Holding everything in. The pain, the tears, emotions. The same process repeating.

Never ending pain.

- L

 

 

 

"안아줘" by 정준일

I can’t overcome the sadness in my heart,
Another one of my sleepless nights, I endure it once more,
I really don’t mind the sadness,
It absentmindedly wakes me up again in the morning.

The injury seems worse than i thought it’d be,
The pain seems to dig in deeper than i thought it would,
In the countless nights i spent resenting you,
It feels like i’m in hell.

Please just stay by my side, please remain here,
Don’t let go of my hand as you’re holding it in yours,
If this takes you a step further away from me,
All i have to do is take a step closer, isn’t it?

A thousand times in a day,
Your face repeatedly appears in my thoughts,
The sharp words you said to me,
Those empty eyes, that cold expression.

You’re quite a pretty person, aren’t you,
You’re quite a pretty person, aren’t you?
Please don’t do this to me,
You know me well enough, don’t you?

Please just stay by my side, please remain here,
Don’t let go of my hand as you’re holding it in yours,
If this takes you a step further away from me,
All i have to do is take a step closer, isn’t it?

I’m not being myself, I don’t have the confidence,
I can’t endure it any longer, the days without you,
What now, what do i do now,
I really don’t know, i’m nothing without you.

Please just hug me, hug me even for a while,
Without any words, please just run towards me,
With my lonely and uneasy heart,
I’m still here waiting for you.

I love you, i love you,
I shout it out after staying in this long silence,
It may seem weak and childish, but it’s my true feelings.