C: this place is basically me procastinating. because i dislike doing work. seriously, this is a modern world. do they really expect kids to just... do work? we have computers. the adults gave it to me. i have my rights officially omg.

 

 

 

lolol. just me complaining about life ehehe

 

 

in-progress.

this is like the story of my life i swear

im lazy some other day guise. C:

i am friendly, sarcastic, witty, blunt, harsh but mature. or so im told.

I talk a lot. just... lots. it worries me when i get a... uh... small (? is this the right adjective lol) response! TALK TO ME TOO! otherwise i'll feel awkward and try to weasel myself out of a conversation

(you will be able to tell)

because im really bad at hiding my emotions.

or so im told. but maybe thats just because

im a blunt person. its just like that.

i adore the color black. i don't know, i like black stuff. because it makes you look skinnier. oh, and myungsoo!

but i also like sky blue/bright blue, lime green, deep magenta, and this combo is the best!

silver is really cool too. not so much gold. because of infinite i suffer

almost all shades of blue. this kind of deep bright blue is just ugly omg

 

hobbies

reading

playing soccer

chatting with my friends

daydreaming about kim myungsoo who of course is not my ideal guy

listening to kpop

messing with my music folders

 

 

I would love to read all day long. (ze:a! lmao ;O;)

My favourite genres are fantasy, fantasy, fantasy...

+ adventure, romance and comedy.

i love the hunger game series, omg.

so my favorite author would have to be Suzanne Collins.

i may not be the best in grammar, but since i don't write (as of now) that's not really a problem. :P

and it gives me leeway to be annoyed with typos ;~; 

really. don't like stories that overall are like this /gestures to whole 'about me'

 

 

I play the cello.

i may not practice a lot, and when i play i may get disappointed with myself,

but i really do love the cello. i believe its one of the most moving instruments ever played

because music is so moving.

i admire those people who are born with God-given musical talent so much

to be able to create wonderful things must be amazing

and that goes for all of us.

 

I am a Christian. 

I go to a Southern Baptist church.

I was baptized at the age of 8- I think I didn't fully understand the depth of meaning in baptism then, but I do not regret it. I think I get to know more and more about why we are baptized - because we have accepted Christ - and I hope that as I continue to grow older and understand more things about my faith, I can someday be able to show the world what Jesus is.

Well, a part of it, at least. because my God is so great, so awesome and mighty~

I hope to find someone in the future who will love Jesus above anything else.

And I wish to be able to say that myself someday.

Because Jesus is the most important thing in our lives.

 

I make mistakes a lot.

looking back on lots of things, i realize the things i should have done at /this/ point, things i wish i could take back at /that/ point.

i really can't control my tongue.

i say things i dont really mean lots.

and i say things that i know immediately i should not have said.

must be because my way of showering love on people is by teasing them. <3

 

i really hate feeling inferior to others.

when i tease people, it's just a matter of being clever at the right moments, laughing a bit and saying, 'just kidding, unfortunate victim friend of mine.'

it worries me when my friends don't say 'just kidding'. 

i suppose its implied  because we're best friends, but its the ones i regard as important to me that don't say it.

perhaps it just makes the ones who always do all the more endearing to me.

i guess that means that i should hurry up and learn the best way to react, since i'll be laughed at anyways but uh.

i dont know.

im quite the prideful person, and its weird for me. its so... weird.

 

i would like to fall in love.

but then, who doesn't?

 

k-pop biases:

i love kpop. C: