Being happy is an emotion that you cannot have 100% of the time. It is an emotion that appears when you laugh, love or have something happen that stimulates your serotonin. Be content with the middle feel and know that life will bring you happy and sad times. Don't act all depressed because you want to be happy 100% of the time, cause no one is. But for now, just smile and you'll get through it all one step at a time. ♥