I always thought FRIENDSHIP would last forever....
........never thought it would end this way..

you know.. I honestly thought that no matter the distance, the time, or the problems.. I'd always have you to run to..
I'm sorry for disappearing off the face of the earth. I'm sorry I didn't explain to you before I left.
I'm sorry that my immature ways caused our friendship to become like this..
and I'm sorry that my apologies won't fix anything....but if you read this now...
I hope you know that you will always be my friend.and I won't ever forget you or our memories.
I miss you. I really do. 
I'd understand if you're angry at me. or if you'd never want to talk to me again...
I don't want or need you to forgive me.. All I'm hoping for is that you're happy.
Stay happy and smile pabo.