I'm an awkward, frivolous 16 year old Chinese American girl who spends much of my time either studying, or living in my own little world where my imagination takes the best of me. I enjoy reading fantasy and mystery, where things seem so surreal, yet beautiful. My family is my biggest role model and supporter, and I thank them for allowing me to dream. There's another person who matters to me a lot; I don't know her personally, nor is she aware of my existence. She lives a life as a celebrity, while me, I'm just a tiny fan who's watching her from behind: Victoria Song Qian, the leader of a kpop girl group called f(x). She's not only the leader of my favorite group and most favorite celebrity ever, but also someone whom I trulylove and respect. My family is no doubt my number one, and then my friends, but her, she's special. She carries the good qualities that I've been pursuing for so long, and yet I never succeeded. Watching her succeed makes me realize how much she means to me and my path towards my dream. People often say I'm too rational as an individual, but isn't that a good thing; to be recognized as someone who can think straight in most situations. Singing is my passion, and music is my escape from reality. I don't think there are many songs that I dislike, but there is that one song I feel strongly towards:Utada Hikaru's First Love. I've never experienced true lovebefore, since I've spent all my admiration and love for guys through anime, celebrities, and dramas. Yet every time I listen to love songs, I can't help crying. Somewhere there I yearn for love, probably more than anyone else...
I enjoy being in the rainy and snowy weather, sitting on my bed or couch reading a novel, with a warm blanket over me and drinking hot cocoa. I find joy in the somber feelings of therain and snow. I enjoy crying, but yet I'm considered to be a very optimistic person...No one actually understands me, and I wouldn't expect anyone to, because I don't understand myself either. Anyways, I'll do some random kpop analysis on the bottom...hold on:

OTP:

• Kyutoria
• Haetoria
• Myungstal 
• Yuntoria
• SooWon
• SunSun
• TaeTeuk

Groups I like:

• f(x)
• Super Junior
• DBSK
• SNSD
• SHINee
• EXO
• Trax
• Infinite

Lol that was brief, but yea, there's nothing really interesting about me. I have very deep and weird thoughts for a 16 year old girl who's never experienced love before...And yes, if you know the real me, you'll probably be afraid and stay away, so I'll be my happy self...at times.