❝Ahreum❞

                  -age 19-

                    -Stundent/model-

                        

The Life.

Ahreum been threw struggle in life. She was a poor beggar from the streets until she was recomemded to a job from a stranger she met in the crowded streets of seoul. The company Pandora needed someone with a cute face to fill the blank spot for there animal loving theme. She did as she was told. Ahreum now has fame,money and respect from people now. Thanks to that stranger she now has a life and can finally knows how it feels to have money in her hands more than 5 cents or an dollar.

Her parents dumped her in the streets when she was 11. She learned to live and survived by herself. Did she ever wished to see them again? No, she didn't. She hoped everyday she dosen't bump into them. They must have now be regretting for what they lost. like they said "You don't know what you have till' its gone" But the true reasons were. "Who would dump there kid, in a dark street filled with criminals and stranger?" Don't they love there child?. Ahreum wished everyday she was never brought to earth by such demons. She hated them. She even remembered there faces and voices in her dreams. She missed saying mommy and daddy. But now its like swallowing a snake saying there names. Hearing there voices makes her deaf. She hated her memories of such devils.

Ahreum latered in life at the age of 15 got into an relationship. She had bad memories of the person she onced loved. The man she thought completed her turned into an nightmare. He had cheated on her and back stabbed her. She didn't want to love anyone anymore. And she promised it. She believed in promisess and she didn't want to un believe it. She dosen't want to bring back memories so she fakes a ing smile everyday just to live and seem bright to others. But inside she is dying everyday just seeing how fake she was. She hated herself for living. But what could she do? She cant just commit suicide?, Ahreum had many plans of how she would die. But it hurted lying to herself manytimes. She couldn't do it. She cry in hell if she did go that far. 

Was there anyone to sooth her? Make her happy again? She believed the answer is no. Who would want to love her now that she seems worthless and tired of life? Ahreum craves for love and family. But hates her past memories. If only she could delete her chapters in life and start all over again, she be happy by now. Is it worth it though? 

She should of letted her parents killed her when she was first borned. So now she wouldn't feel any pain. If they didn't love her than why did they brought her to life? If the man she once loved didn't love her. Than why did he make all those lies to impress her? Ahreum has nothing left. She ing pray for god to hear. But it was worthless. 

Ahreum now has no hopes or dreams but to wish she never meet those people that existed once in her life before. She will now on promise to smile and cry only when its raining. Make friends and live her model life. Make money and Improve fame. Who knows she maybe a legend one day. 

                                                 Roleplaying as ahreum at gossip girl.