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I cherish my Kelbel, oh yes I do ~ !
Sarangehae.

I'd like to believe that at least one of my biases can genuinely accept me as a human being.
Is that too much to ask?

~ Boozyness ~

My philosophy is happiness. Whether it's the happiness I find through the joy in people or knee-deep in my passions, I strive to smile. I smile not to unburden others. I smile not to appease to those around me. I smile because I want to live happy. We all live once. A baby's smile is the most precious thing. A child's laughter is music to peoples' ears. People don't choose to be happy. They work for it. I shall desire to do the same. 

I say things that don't make sense. I probably say them because I make sense of what I say. No one else makes sense of what I say. Though, I always have something interesting going on in my head, so I have that going for me. If you need an ice-breaker or if you are looking for a conversation, then I'll be on my way over. I obsess for the tiniest, weirdest details. Did you know that 2AM's Jinwoon, EXO's Tao, BTOB's Sungjae, and GOT7's Bambam all have the same birthday, but each have a two year difference? I think they should form a subunit and call themselves Cinco De Mayo, then make their mascot Baekhyun, and call their fans the Walking Dead. Minwoo and many different forms of said name is common. 

I've discovered Korean Pop Music in an estimate of a year. I remember that at the time, I went home for a weekend or a break. It was around Spring Break and I had gotten a new mattress. Ah, I miss my bed now! My bed > College Dorm bed! TT3TT ~ I went home a lot towards the end of my spring semester. Mainly, I had liked my bed that much. Crazy, right? Ke ke ke ~ I feel like K-POP was able to help bring out the very individualistic person that makes me who I am. When you grow up in a family full of cousins that are older than you, it's hard to get seen and accetped as your own person. I used to write a lot and my aunts would say, "Oh, your cousin likes to write a lot too! You should see her stuff, it's really good!" and I would feel down. Your interests and what you do are what makes you who you are, so I heavily embraced K-POP because of it.

A bias to me is a person that I come to genuinely like because of who they are. They are human, they have feelings, and they dream like everyone else. I loathe the concepts of claiming people to be yours or that they can't live a normal life. If a bias is truly happy, then why should fans get in the way of that? Guys and girls spend years of their lives to turn into models of perfection to you guys. They gave up being around their family, friends, and enjoying the life of an adolescent. And what do fans have to show for it? They cry and scream if "their" idol shows any affection to a girl or an unknown guy. Can't idols achieve happiness with another person in their lives? Can't idols experience for a month what many of their fans get to experience for almost a whole decade? Idols are human, they make mistakes, and we're not any better.

I don't have a single favorite color. They range depending on my mood. Some days I feel orange, other days I feel silver, and sometimes I feel pink. Cyan and peach are colors that look really good on me.Yet, I've heard others tell me that I look good in green and pink. Growing up, my parents loved the color purple, and I would love it because they loved it. I find that I like any color that looks good with pink or silver. Pink/Brown, Pink/Silver, Pink/Orange, and Pink/Yellow work really well together. Silver/Black, Silver/Cyan, Silver/Teal, Silver/Green, Silver/Orange, and Silver/Purple are also colors that work really well together. I hope for a day where I can use the combination of pink and orange as a font color. Your eyes may or may not burn. Sorrynotsorry.

No matter how hard I tried, I cannot get into DBSK. I don't know why I call myself a Cassie. I love DBSK and their music. Yet, I can't enjoy them because of a bad experience with another Cassie. When I first joined K-POP, I wanted to get into DBSK because of this ex-friend. She told me that Yunho was hers and that I should stick to Junsu. She mentioned something about people not liking Junsu or another. I told her I would get into DBSK first and see how I feel about everyone. She continued to push on and on, despite me telling her that I didn't like it. I, then, bluntly pointed out to her that Yunho is a human being and to say he is yours is like slavery. Her best friend told me off and said that no human being would have said what I said. After that experience, I could no longer get into DBSK.

A lot of people have their OTP. I love OTPs in that I love the bonds that all of the members have together. I don't always see OTP as an actual relationship. To me, an OTP is also like people that are so close that they're like family to one another. Kris and Chanyeol are like brothers to each other. I think Kris really cares for everyone. He fills in where Suho can lack and vice-versa. I admit that sometimes I can't bear to watch him on Exo Showtime or fancams when he's being him. But there's a lot more to him and that's growing on me. 

I think that Suho has done well. Actually, I think all of SM leaders have done exceptionally well. Teukkie always listened to Ryeowook's concerns when they first debuted. Kris and Suho were always there for everyone, especially the younger members and the members that had language barreirs. Onew has done well to look after his dongsaengs. Out of all the idols, I say I admire Tao the most. He wears his emotions on the sleeves of his arms. I can't do that. I'm not a very expressive, intimate person. I admire Tao because he is what I am not and I wish in ways I were more like him. 

to be continued...