Personal Message

Throwback towards end of 2017. I was so done with Kpop. I started out with BigBang way back in 2010 and then Infinite circa 2014. Hoya leaving Infinite in 2017, shattered my heart. I thought it was time I left Kpop behind. Early 2018...red-haired Junhwe caught my attention. I really did not notice him that much. I thought he was just another pretty face. 

I thought wrong, of course. August 2018. iKON came back with Killing Me. And boy,  dark-haired Junhwe, owned me. Koo Junhwe (Hwe. That was how I pronounced his name from the beginning.) He would never be a hoe to me. Not by a long shot. I love him too much to call him anything but that. And to me, he deserves all the love in the world.

Why? Well other than his devastating good looks...

his overbearing confidence...

and his sassy, dorky personality...

 

I truly am in love with that deep, husky, absolute soul-crusher that is his voice of the golden sun and the gilded moon. 

 

(I can hear him always. In my heart and in my head. Can you?)

Which explains, why he is my ultimate bias in so many ways. I am well aware of the fact that he has a bit of a smartmouth in him. He has absolutely no filter for his thoughts (although recently, he has grown an actual one. Either that, or he chose not to open his mouth at all.) That is absolutely fine with me, although I think some (sensitive ) people have a problem with it, as if having good looks really means he was only given two braincells to function in this merciless world God put him in!

As far as I am concerned, in my eyes, Koo Junhoe (yes I'm using this Romanized version to spell his name as of now, but please remember how I pronounced it, 'HWE' not 'HOE'), could never do no wrong. He was placed on earth to sing, dance and entertain for mere mortals like us. That is his main purpose. Other than that, he is mine and Bobby's muse. I kid you not, that probably only me and Bobby know exactly why we love him so much. Which brings me to my other obsession, I write fics and my current train of thought is occupied mainly with nothing but JunBob. 

I completely am with Bobby on this. 

I love this odd pairing so much that I compare them to one of the things I often face in the mess that is life on a daily basis; laundry. Let me explain. Here's a pile of freshly washed clothes that needed sorting, folding and ultimately relegated to their places in the wardrobe compartment that is life. But look! Here's a sock missing its pair, or a red cotton shirt accidentally thrown into the pile meant completely for whites and now, voila! Everything in the whites has completely turned pink! Any housewife worth her salt will tell you what an absolute horror this situation is (and I wish I was not speaking about it from a personal point of view) but that's JunBob for you. Thrown together, absolutely not meant to be, but somehow it happened and now we have a complete and beautiful, horrifying mess that exists whether or not we like it. 

I completely get how Bobby feels and I am always stifling laughter at how Junhoe tries so hard not to let it bother him but it's there anyway, just like life and laundry. I take no requests. Sometimes, if I am in absolutely good mood, I dedicate fics to people, I am sentimental that way. Currently active on IG and Twitter. You guys can follow or not, really these accounts exist because I needed a place to rant my love for this beautiful, gifted boy. 

Like I said, what is there not to love...

Also, I don't bite and I enjoy making friends. So, leave comments, add me as a friend, ask me for advice (or not). I don't bite. Not that hard anyway. And tell me what you think, or don't. It is completely up to you. I'm not here to earn karma points or whatnots you kiddoes get up to in this site. I'm just here to share my works with you. To inspire, to hopefully be inspired in return. And if anybody asks, I do stan all seven boys in iKON. Like Donghyuk is seriously my bias in disguise. Like he's my bias, but he's not because he's disrespectful most times. You know what I mean.  If I had a daughter of marriageable age, I'd pick Yunhyeong as my son-in-law. Thankfully, my daughters are not. LOL, you asshats, I'm not THAT old. I love Jinhwan SFM. Like, if I still drank, he would be my drinking companion and we would probably spent most of our drinking moments dissing each other. Chanwoo is everyone's baby. Like half the time I am so proud of him for actually being so smart and proactive on social media that I wished I really gave birth to a son like him. He's really in charge of making the iKONs look good (or not, depending on his mood). He truly is a maknae-on-top. Bobby is like my hero. He stopped being a bias like, a long time ago. He has so much goodness in him sometimes I worry the machinations of fame and superstardom might eff him up, but thankfully he has remained untouched and carefree, so I'm a happy Mama. Hanbin is a good boy. Genius musicmaker, absolutely dedicated to the craft of making good music, a necessary leader, a little too eccentric for my taste, sometimes and an absolute pabo, but I swear I love him to bits and pieces.

I will gradually write a fic (or two) with all of them in it. I completely ship Junhoe with any one of them, but of course, JunBob has a special place in my heart. So give props to my boys. They've worked hard and they deserve the attention and love. Their music is great and their talent, boundless. 

 

"You want to cry? There's Apology. You want to party? There's B-Day. You want to cry AND have a party? There's KIlling Me. iKON has music for all reasons. "

~ Amelie of K ~

 

 

About Me

Call me Amelie or Ame. I am in heavy, full-on iKONIC mode for 2018/2019. Have always been an eternal VIP (BigBang is and always will be my first love). A healing Inspirit (Dongwoo is my bias but Hoya broke my heart. I don't want to go there. Yet).  I probably am the softest YG stan ever, but adamantly refuses to admit it. I write fics and do lame edits on my IG. I don't normally take request, but if you're nice to me, I might consider. Currently in a stupid- JunBob phase.

 

Current status: want to write oneshots and drabbles, but am starting fics without finishing them

Mood : Always Junhoe.