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정적。
You hurt me. Even when you aren't even present in my life anymore, you still hurt. You left mental wounds that reopen at night and heal in the day. It's a vicious cycle, I think. When I lay in bed, I can see your smile. And I try to close my eyes and erase the thought of you, but the image is inside - not out - and I have no idea how to go about fixing me, fixing this, fixing us. So I leave. I leave and leave, because running is the only way I can handle things. Because, babe, you feel like a car crash and the recovery room. You with my feelings, and I right back until I can forget just for a second that we're broken beings. And last night, god, last night - I was trembling and crying after pretending I was something, and all I wanted was sleep but I didn't because it was my rebellion against you and my mind. My whole life has just been one big goodbye letter to you, and I'm still waiting to send it - but the post stamp is too expensive anyway.
ME
