I'm laying down on my madress, listening to music and thinking about my crush sense one year back: Kim NamJoon or Rapmonster which is his stagename. Sadly for me he doesn't even live in the same country as me but tomorrow me and my friend Hanna are going to the BTS consert in Stockholm, Sweden were he is the leader in! After the consert we're riding a cab to the hotel we're going to live in but we can't share room: we have to share room with someone from another country, so