Jongin is always lonely, and feels like he suffers from some sort of phase, at any given time;blaming everything on it. Including his angers and aggressions, which he makes Kyungsoo-hyung the victim of. What he didn't know is Kyungsoo holds feelings for him, and not being able to face his own monster-like behavior towards him ruins his grip on what he considered to be reality. Jongin's point of view.