With the conflicting schedules and constant fights, Amber found her relationship slowly going into shambles.

I tried to foget u I tried to move on I tried to prevent to go near u   But I  can't   because, we have same friends/classmates though we've have defferent life now.   I want to say SORRY. for not telling my TRUE fellings for U. I'm afraid of reality.

"I always thought that dying in the hands of those monsters is scary. But now I realized that nothing, NOTHING is scarier than being alone in a room, standing in front of a woman whom I'd once thought I'd spend the rest of my life with."   - Amber

And just like that, everything we had... Turned into SMOKE.  

    YOU... And all the memories I don't want to remember again.  

  "atleast, even for a little while, I was the reason behind your smile"-amber

  This is the effect of the April Fools' dating announcement.   I decided to write to mend my broken heart.   Hope you like it.   -a  

I was heavily inspired by Zion T's song Eat so yeah... here you go.

just a lesson ...  from being a heart broken person .