"I should've never ignored him. Those heartbeats that I always hear everytime I'm hugging him.. I'll never hear a single of them. Those adorable eyes.. those sweet lips that makes me fall for him more than ever. I'll never see those again.. and it's all my fault. I never wanted him to die.. I just wanted him to move on especially when I know that I coulf disappear anytime. I'm so sorry... Don't worry. We'll see each other soon... Ne,Ricky?"