I hate him for stealing my 1st rank position from me. I hate him for being on top of everything. I hate him for easily come to myself and just suddenly catch my attention. I want to beat him so bad. I want to get my title as the 1st-ranked-girl back. I want him to acknowledge.   I want him to see me.   But just when I get my 1st rank back, he's not there.   He's not there to see me being the first in school.