Ever since they meet, Yongguk tended to hurt Himchan as much as he could. But Himchan was strong enough to be determined and not be affected negatively by the one he adored and wanted.   " I just wanted to ask you how do..." Himchan asked.

It's a banghim story. Angst banghim story. My first 'actual' story. Okay now I shall start

Bang Yongguk and Himchan end up having , but Yongguk has does'nt really like talking after all the fun is over. Fail at writing the description :L   ~Warning there is swearing in this and hints of mature themes~

There are days when Himchan, the great ulzzang, feels insecure when it comes to his co-members. If only their leader, Yongguk, would acknowledge him more. This is a multichaptered fic, each chapter focusing on Himchan's observation on Yongguk's interactions and relationships with the members and his envy for his attention.