Thursday, 210121

I waited for three weeks to forget about anything. But i think, i haven't let it sink in. I just couldn't brain what is love meant for you?

You said you love me, but why did you keep on hurting me? Why did you treat me like a choice? Just why?

5 years, we survived to be with each other. Together. But, look at us now?

It hurts me so bad to see how effortless you were.

You just let me go.

you let me assume,

that you're glad to be free from me finally.

Are you happy now? Are you satisfied after hurting me and choose to leave?

You didn't even put any effort to spend your time with me. Was it hard? Was my wishes that hard for you?

Why did you make me feel so bad, like so unwanted? I TRIED MY BEST to accept you in the last 5 years. And this is what you paid?

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And i wonder, why don't you even try? Why don't you try to understand and feel my feelings. She just needs your reassurance, your times and your attention. That's all. But you just decided to go without even trying. Two weeks after breaking up, you without any shame came to me. You have the audacity to approach me back after what you did? You hurted me, you tortured me mentally, you made me overthinking the whole day. But what did you do to comfort me? Nothing. You just ended up playing games when i was having a mental breakdown. You made me think that you're the worst guy ever. Well, now i see the picture clearly that we, both of us are not meant to be together. What's the point to be together when at the same time we end up hurting each other? It isn't worth our time.