From BB, to F.I, to HL. 

I'm dissapointed and sad. I'm dissapointed with what they did, and sad because i'm used to be a VIP, used to be a PRIMADONNA and used to be a B2UTY. But because of this three groups getting less and less active, except for HL, I only check them out when they release a new album. I still continue checking HL out until now and hearing about the news that just came out, he is involved in the case but did his best to get out from it. I'm glad he decided to confess what he did but knowing he's involved in such event, i'm really really dissapointed.  I included this in my first rant "imagine your fav is the one who involved in the case" well I'm basically experiencing it rn. I used to combine the name of my top3 group, which i'm used to call myself the SHINBLEAST fan, which is SHINee, MBLAQ and BEAST. If you started stanning kpop in 2nd gen era, you'll know the friendship of SHINBLEAST. 

MBLAQ went on hiatus, with cheondoong and joon left the group. I used to watch their reality shows late at night and even try to memorize their songs, including the raps in it :') shoot I miss MBLAQ already :') 

Beast changed their name to Highlight with Hyunseung leaving the group. I'm glad they still release songs and I still went on checking their news, watching their variety shows and stuff. But knowing Junhyung involved in this case, i'm dissapointed. T.T lowkey admitting I cried :') is it wrong to cry? idk. 

I ain't going to say anything about SHINee since I will not blame him for making such decision, he's having a major illness which I as shawol failed to notice it. But i'm thankful they're still active as ever. Releasing songs, solo debuts, variety shows, reality show and more. With JinkiBum just enlisted, 2MIN busy with tour,  and with what's happening rn, I just want SHINee to be here T.T but all I can do is re-watch their old videos :') 

I might not always check Big Bang out but i'm always on time when it comes to them releasing new songs. But I do watch variety show that included them such as running man who aired two episode with the whole big bang in it. I laughed a lot, and my bias is none other than the leader GD. My bias wrecker? Seungri. 

2nd gen, why? 

With girl groups from 2nd gen disbanded, boy groups from 2nd gen doing this, I just can't. 

Might as well crawl out from the whole k-industries. 

"Why did I got into KPOP so early when in the end, it just break my heart"

"Why did I got myself into the 2nd gen of K-Pop when in the end I found myself losing hope in 2nd gen K-Pop"

"Why 2nd gen? Why."

I'm glad SM got nothing to do with this and I hope until the end of the investigation, SM idols better not be involved. 

It's funny that I disliked how SM works but I found myself holding onto them as my last hope for 2nd generation of K-Pop. One of them is none other than SHINee. 

Knowing all of the celebrities that mentioned only labelled as the "small fish" of the case, I sincerely pray that the "bigger fish" will be catch soon. 

K-drama just turned into reality and it scares me. 

Last but not least, let's pray for the safety of them who's trying their best to reveal the truth! 

That's all from me. Thank you for reading.