추유지 𝐈𝐬 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞!
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✿ brief mentions of parental death, teen pregnancy (18).
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BIRTHNAME 추유지. CHU YUJI
NICKNAMES
NICKNAMES
✿ YUYU a cute nickname that the razzle dazzle members call her. sometimes spelled yuyu but also yooyoo in the groupchat (or yooooyoooo for dramatic effect).
✿ MIK'S SHOOTING STAR this is a nickname from netizens after they discover yuji's turbulent idol past. though there are many netizens that judge her for being a teen mom, there are many that root for her after all the opportunities she missed, and because of her vocal talent, and just want to see her become a shooting star.
✿ PUSHOVER this is a nickname by a member that is frustrated by yuji's laidback personality paired with her inability to hold anyone accountable. haesun uses it too, not because she has a problem with it, rather she finds it amusing how easy it is to get away with things when yuji is the only witness.
✿ MIK'S SHOOTING STAR this is a nickname from netizens after they discover yuji's turbulent idol past. though there are many netizens that judge her for being a teen mom, there are many that root for her after all the opportunities she missed, and because of her vocal talent, and just want to see her become a shooting star.
✿ PUSHOVER this is a nickname by a member that is frustrated by yuji's laidback personality paired with her inability to hold anyone accountable. haesun uses it too, not because she has a problem with it, rather she finds it amusing how easy it is to get away with things when yuji is the only witness.
BIRTHDATE may 8th, 1998.
BIRTHPLACE songpa-gu SEOUL south korea.
HOMETOWN songpa-gu SEOUL south korea.
ETHNICITY korean.
NATIONALITY korean.
LANGUAGES
BIRTHPLACE songpa-gu SEOUL south korea.
HOMETOWN songpa-gu SEOUL south korea.
ETHNICITY korean.
NATIONALITY korean.
LANGUAGES
✿ KOREAN like haesun, yuji is a seoul native and speaks in standard gyeonggi dialect. she is jealous of how tough gyeongsang-do dialect sounds, if there are any busan or daegu natives in razzle dazzle yuji would definitely bug them to speak in satoori.
✿ ENGLISH yuji is fairly conversational; most of the basics were covered in high school. after finding stardew valley gameplay videos in english on youtube, yuji decided to study even more so she could understand them. nowadays she doesn't have much time for studying the language so her skills have plateaued.
✿ ENGLISH yuji is fairly conversational; most of the basics were covered in high school. after finding stardew valley gameplay videos in english on youtube, yuji decided to study even more so she could understand them. nowadays she doesn't have much time for studying the language so her skills have plateaued.
GENDER & PRONOUNS female, she/her.
ORIENTATION HETEROUAL
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ALTERNATIVES
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✿ 최유빈 NATURE or 김나윤. MOMOLAND
HEIGHT 161 cm.
WEIGHT 45 kg.
APPEARANCE currently yuji's hair is her natural color, a dark brown. her hair had been experimented on in the past as a trainee, when testing her visual for any potential groups, but her scalp didn't endure too much damage and is pretty safe (for now). she'd be open to trying hair colors in the future but she worries about being given wacky cuts. mik may start her hair journey simple by adding highlights first (think yeoreum during unnatural era) before diving into any full bleaching.
she wears a light and simple makeup on a daily basis, sticking to neutral colors on her eyes and a peachy tone for her lips & cheeks. yuji likes keeping her nails in shape but doesn't bother with any crazy looks, usually just filed into an almond shape before being painted with a or light pink color.
STYLE yuji's style is, admittedly, pretty basic. deep down she does wanna dress more trendy & girly but she fears she'd look like a kid trying on a costume. for now she just sticks to the simple things she likes, such as floral patterns, flared leggings & sweaters. she'll try a wide range of colors but nothing too outlandish.
for her footwear, she tends to rock simple sneakers and cute sandals during the summer. yuji doesn't deck herself out in jewelry often but she likes small & light jewelry the most, however when it comes to bracelets the only ones she wears are the ones she makes herself.
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PERSONALITY chu yuji remembers a time when she was in elementary school and the whole class was doing a "who's most likely to" game as a fun way to pass the time between classes. her homeroom teacher would point out a student and the whole class would clamor to give their thoughts, wonbin would definitely be an astronaut! chaeyi is most likely to be a chef for sure! and then the teacher called out yuji and the class grew quiet. what would chu yuji do? the girl didn't stand out to them as being a shoe in for anything. she is fairly pretty, but in a cutesy way- so modeling was a no go. her grades weren't the best, so that ruled out a bunch of options. her classmates couldn't even offer up any hobbies as they didn't even know what yuji was into- she never said.
yuji remembers that day so vividly, a memory that tends to come to the surface on sleepless nights. it reminds her that without singing, she doesn't really have anything particularly spectacular about her- she wants the glitz and glamour, but her visual is too cute to be taken seriously (much to her chagrin) so she doesn't bother; after all, yuji is someone that sees herself through everyone else. she perceives what others would think of her and criticizes herself for it, often times unwarranted. this kind of thinking tends to bring her down, the singer far too sensitive for her own good.
this is why yuji tends to be a private person; if you didn't ask, she won't tell you. even if you do ask, she'll probably talk her way around the question unless you're someone she really trusts. this is just her way of protecting herself against attacks that haven't even happened and probably wouldn't have. sometimes this shield of hers can be self-destructive, as she tends to jump ship from opportunities before they even happen as a way to prevent herself from getting hurt if it fails. despite how it comes across, yuji isn't always this impulsive; in fact she's very reliable as a friend and would help anyone of her loved ones succeed, in a weird way it's almost like she values their success over her own.
one could say yuji is an amazing friend- while she tends to be private with strangers she can't help but be sincere to those she holds close, finding it near impossible to lie to them in any way. her ability to feel empathy makes yuji a comfort to be around, her gentle nature on full display as she holds you close and listens to your woes. however, yuji is not the best at holding her loved ones accountable- if they're in the wrong in a certain situation, she'll just want to coddle them and tell them that everything will be alright.
if you're on her bad side, it's a whole other story; yuji is very stubborn and won't give you the time of day to plead your case. it's very frustrating because yuji is mature and capable of handling things in a healthier way, she just... chooses not to when it comes to her own problems. once again yuji prefers to use her maturity to help others and not herself, as the girl is often the mediator when it comes to arguments between friends and group mates. you'll hardly ever see her in arguments though, yuji is not a fan of confrontation and will run away when the problem is between her and someone else.
thankfully this is something she doesn't need to worry about often as yuji appears fairly easygoing- even if she's sensitive or stressed on the inside, she'll push it down to appear more laidback. she's not a stickler for huge responsibilities, knowing they'll get done eventually and focusing on going with the flow instead (it's no wonder her students love her!) yuji may not excel at many things besides singing and dancing, but she does have a creative mind. she owes a lot of it to her lucid dreams providing an endless stream of fantastical material to work with. she's always thinking of a colorful dream she had the night before and was dying for some sort of medium to express it, after becoming an idol trainee she got into writing lyrics and thankfully it fell right into place.
so, who is chu yuji? she is someone that doesn't seek attention but when it is put on her, she handles it with an endearing charm; a smile on her face while you speak to her about your own passions and realize she hasn't said anything about herself. a girl who tends to forget things too easily and needs to write important things on her palm with pen so she can be always reminded. a mother who loves her role as such despite it not being entirely planned. she is someone that finds her voice the most when she is singing it; she is yuji just as much as she is lyra, a puzzle that is still being put together.
yuji remembers that day so vividly, a memory that tends to come to the surface on sleepless nights. it reminds her that without singing, she doesn't really have anything particularly spectacular about her- she wants the glitz and glamour, but her visual is too cute to be taken seriously (much to her chagrin) so she doesn't bother; after all, yuji is someone that sees herself through everyone else. she perceives what others would think of her and criticizes herself for it, often times unwarranted. this kind of thinking tends to bring her down, the singer far too sensitive for her own good.
this is why yuji tends to be a private person; if you didn't ask, she won't tell you. even if you do ask, she'll probably talk her way around the question unless you're someone she really trusts. this is just her way of protecting herself against attacks that haven't even happened and probably wouldn't have. sometimes this shield of hers can be self-destructive, as she tends to jump ship from opportunities before they even happen as a way to prevent herself from getting hurt if it fails. despite how it comes across, yuji isn't always this impulsive; in fact she's very reliable as a friend and would help anyone of her loved ones succeed, in a weird way it's almost like she values their success over her own.
one could say yuji is an amazing friend- while she tends to be private with strangers she can't help but be sincere to those she holds close, finding it near impossible to lie to them in any way. her ability to feel empathy makes yuji a comfort to be around, her gentle nature on full display as she holds you close and listens to your woes. however, yuji is not the best at holding her loved ones accountable- if they're in the wrong in a certain situation, she'll just want to coddle them and tell them that everything will be alright.
if you're on her bad side, it's a whole other story; yuji is very stubborn and won't give you the time of day to plead your case. it's very frustrating because yuji is mature and capable of handling things in a healthier way, she just... chooses not to when it comes to her own problems. once again yuji prefers to use her maturity to help others and not herself, as the girl is often the mediator when it comes to arguments between friends and group mates. you'll hardly ever see her in arguments though, yuji is not a fan of confrontation and will run away when the problem is between her and someone else.
thankfully this is something she doesn't need to worry about often as yuji appears fairly easygoing- even if she's sensitive or stressed on the inside, she'll push it down to appear more laidback. she's not a stickler for huge responsibilities, knowing they'll get done eventually and focusing on going with the flow instead (it's no wonder her students love her!) yuji may not excel at many things besides singing and dancing, but she does have a creative mind. she owes a lot of it to her lucid dreams providing an endless stream of fantastical material to work with. she's always thinking of a colorful dream she had the night before and was dying for some sort of medium to express it, after becoming an idol trainee she got into writing lyrics and thankfully it fell right into place.
so, who is chu yuji? she is someone that doesn't seek attention but when it is put on her, she handles it with an endearing charm; a smile on her face while you speak to her about your own passions and realize she hasn't said anything about herself. a girl who tends to forget things too easily and needs to write important things on her palm with pen so she can be always reminded. a mother who loves her role as such despite it not being entirely planned. she is someone that finds her voice the most when she is singing it; she is yuji just as much as she is lyra, a puzzle that is still being put together.
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HUFFLEPUFF ISFP 1W9 TAURUS SUN LIBRA MOON PISCES RISING
apprehensive, stubborn, forgetful, self-critical, sensitive.
sincere, private, easygoing.
charming, gentle, creative, mature, empathetic.
sincere, private, easygoing.
charming, gentle, creative, mature, empathetic.
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BACKGROUND
CHAPTER ONE, THE BEGINNING
chu yuji's poetic aunt likened the girl to a mayflower because of the month she was born in; a beautiful spring day in may. it was just her mother, mo kyungmi and yuji's aunt kyuri in the delivery room that day; her father, chu gitaek was nowhere in sight. this is not a sob story however, it's just a fact of life that yuji has grown accustomed to. she couldn't meet him even if she wanted, as the man died in america before yuji was old enough to even remember an encounter between them. yuji didn't know much about the man, kyungmi didn't like talking about him; she only told yuji that he died doing the one thing he cared about in life; chasing his dream.
perhaps his death affected her more than she thought, as yuji had a tricky relationship with dreams; actual dreams & the dreams you chase in real life. her dreams while asleep were so vivid to the point of being creepy which often led to nightmares. it only came to a stop when one night, during a very intense dream, yuji realized she was in fact dreaming and gained the ability to control it; just like that, yuji conquered her sleep dreams. that still left the other kind of dreams to nag her constantly.
she just didn't know what to do with her future. growing up, yuji always felt torn between two worlds; without a father in the picture she only had her stern, no-nonsense mother and her dramatic, over the top aunt. her grades weren't anything to write home about, leaving her feeling disconnected from her intelligent mom. likewise, yuji wasn't as flamboyant as her aunt and didn't relate to her much either; yuji did feel more comfortable around her aunt though, as the older woman didn't hold any expectations over her like her mother tended to do. because of how busy kyungmi was as a lawyer, yuji spent most of her time that wasn't in school with her aunt.
kyuri would tell yuji stories of her days in theatre, in big productions like the ones you would see on broadway. it was always fascinating to yuji but not exactly something she saw for herself. kyuri, whom retired from musicals and instead teaches classical vocals to pay the bills, convinced her niece to learn some vocal techniques from her. kyuri could tell yuji had a pretty voice given all the times she caught the young girl singing to the radio; perhaps it was a bit selfish, but kyuri knew yuji had the potential to be great and she would be damned if she let all that potential go to waste.
begrudgingly yuji relented and at age 10, she started receiving vocal training from her aunt whenever she wasn't in school. despite yuji's initial hesitance, she fell in love with singing. the younger girl never felt like she had a voice; never wanting to share it too much for fear of rejection. singing made her feel important, like what she was saying had actual worth; for the first time in her life, young yuji allowed herself to dream of a future where she could sing like this forever.
a year later at age 11, yuji heard a song on the radio that would stick with her for a long time; "la cha ta" by f(x). it didn't take long for the young girl to become a certified fan, one of many at her school who fell in love with sm's girl group. late at night, when she would be singing along to their songs instead of sleeping, she dared to imagine herself doing the very thing those girls were doing. surprisingly, yuji could see it for herself... but could she actually follow through?
not one to take risks, yuji battled around with this idea in her mind. what if i fail and it's a train-wreck? but aunt kyuri says my voice is spectacular! but what if i'm just not pretty enough? a thought like a speeding train would eventually hit her as if she was stranded on the tracks; the thought that her father died chasing a dream that never happened for him. would yuji have the same fate?
the year was 2011 and after battling with that realization for two years, yuji begged her aunt to take her to an sm entertainment audition though honestly, kyuri didn't need much convincing. they decided to keep it a secret from her mom, whom would rather yuji focus on school. the time eventually came when yuji was standing in front of sm's toughest critics, nervously fidgeting with her clothes as she sang f(x)'s "beautiful goodbye" as best as she could. when it was over, yuji could see it on their faces; she wasn't going to make it. sure, there was absolutely no indication of rejection on their faces but she was sure of it! she rushed to grab all of her things and leave; before running into someone with an obvious fake mustache on. huh?
there, in the hallway of sm entertainment, yuji ran into an adult woman with a trench coat and a fake mustache that was trying hard to pretend that she wasn't listening in on auditions; probably because it was surely illegal. this woman told yuji that her voice was amazing and would be better suited at the company she worked at; quickly she pulled out a business card for bighit entertainment. it was a company that yuji hadn't heard of, but they must've been desperate if they were trying to poach potentials from big 3 companies. "please consider giving us a call. we could really use more trainees like you. we could use more trainees period."
maybe it was fate. yuji never ended up hearing from sm entertainment, as far as she was aware. she had, however, given bighit entertainment a call. that trainee sniper must have put in a good word, as yuji didn't even have to audition; she was accepted as a trainee. given the nugu status of the company, yuji had her reservations of going; but given how this all fell in to place, she felt like it would be foolish to waste this opportunity. and so, in the summer of 2011, the dream began. and um, mom, there's something i have to tell you...
perhaps his death affected her more than she thought, as yuji had a tricky relationship with dreams; actual dreams & the dreams you chase in real life. her dreams while asleep were so vivid to the point of being creepy which often led to nightmares. it only came to a stop when one night, during a very intense dream, yuji realized she was in fact dreaming and gained the ability to control it; just like that, yuji conquered her sleep dreams. that still left the other kind of dreams to nag her constantly.
she just didn't know what to do with her future. growing up, yuji always felt torn between two worlds; without a father in the picture she only had her stern, no-nonsense mother and her dramatic, over the top aunt. her grades weren't anything to write home about, leaving her feeling disconnected from her intelligent mom. likewise, yuji wasn't as flamboyant as her aunt and didn't relate to her much either; yuji did feel more comfortable around her aunt though, as the older woman didn't hold any expectations over her like her mother tended to do. because of how busy kyungmi was as a lawyer, yuji spent most of her time that wasn't in school with her aunt.
kyuri would tell yuji stories of her days in theatre, in big productions like the ones you would see on broadway. it was always fascinating to yuji but not exactly something she saw for herself. kyuri, whom retired from musicals and instead teaches classical vocals to pay the bills, convinced her niece to learn some vocal techniques from her. kyuri could tell yuji had a pretty voice given all the times she caught the young girl singing to the radio; perhaps it was a bit selfish, but kyuri knew yuji had the potential to be great and she would be damned if she let all that potential go to waste.
begrudgingly yuji relented and at age 10, she started receiving vocal training from her aunt whenever she wasn't in school. despite yuji's initial hesitance, she fell in love with singing. the younger girl never felt like she had a voice; never wanting to share it too much for fear of rejection. singing made her feel important, like what she was saying had actual worth; for the first time in her life, young yuji allowed herself to dream of a future where she could sing like this forever.
a year later at age 11, yuji heard a song on the radio that would stick with her for a long time; "la cha ta" by f(x). it didn't take long for the young girl to become a certified fan, one of many at her school who fell in love with sm's girl group. late at night, when she would be singing along to their songs instead of sleeping, she dared to imagine herself doing the very thing those girls were doing. surprisingly, yuji could see it for herself... but could she actually follow through?
not one to take risks, yuji battled around with this idea in her mind. what if i fail and it's a train-wreck? but aunt kyuri says my voice is spectacular! but what if i'm just not pretty enough? a thought like a speeding train would eventually hit her as if she was stranded on the tracks; the thought that her father died chasing a dream that never happened for him. would yuji have the same fate?
the year was 2011 and after battling with that realization for two years, yuji begged her aunt to take her to an sm entertainment audition though honestly, kyuri didn't need much convincing. they decided to keep it a secret from her mom, whom would rather yuji focus on school. the time eventually came when yuji was standing in front of sm's toughest critics, nervously fidgeting with her clothes as she sang f(x)'s "beautiful goodbye" as best as she could. when it was over, yuji could see it on their faces; she wasn't going to make it. sure, there was absolutely no indication of rejection on their faces but she was sure of it! she rushed to grab all of her things and leave; before running into someone with an obvious fake mustache on. huh?
there, in the hallway of sm entertainment, yuji ran into an adult woman with a trench coat and a fake mustache that was trying hard to pretend that she wasn't listening in on auditions; probably because it was surely illegal. this woman told yuji that her voice was amazing and would be better suited at the company she worked at; quickly she pulled out a business card for bighit entertainment. it was a company that yuji hadn't heard of, but they must've been desperate if they were trying to poach potentials from big 3 companies. "please consider giving us a call. we could really use more trainees like you. we could use more trainees period."
maybe it was fate. yuji never ended up hearing from sm entertainment, as far as she was aware. she had, however, given bighit entertainment a call. that trainee sniper must have put in a good word, as yuji didn't even have to audition; she was accepted as a trainee. given the nugu status of the company, yuji had her reservations of going; but given how this all fell in to place, she felt like it would be foolish to waste this opportunity. and so, in the summer of 2011, the dream began. and um, mom, there's something i have to tell you...
CHAPTER TWO, BIGHIT & BEYOND
being a trainee in bighit's struggle era was certainly... something. to be fair, the company seemed to be on the rise since their near-bankruptcy in 2007 but still basically using cooked spaghetti as ropes to keep them afloat. yuji helped a lot of trainees with food as her mom (who wasn't all too pleased about yuji being a trainee but relented when nagged by her sister) still gave her a decent allowance. yuji was able to hone her already skilled vocal talents while learning dance for the first time as well as rap. due to her being classically vocal trained, yuji had to learn some different techniques to match her voice to the modern k-pop sound, it wasn't that difficult to transition to that route though. she was able to vibe with dancing pretty well, but rap not so much. bighit certainly wasn't perfect but given the size of the company, everyone knew each other and it felt like a camaraderie instead of an ultra-strict idol machine.
yuji remembers watching glam debut, the envy seeping in but shaking it off before she let it get to her. they seemed to start off really well, so it was surprising when trinity left the group in 2012. everyone was chattering about if she would get replaced, but yuji didn't think it was likely. however, she found herself being called to office one day after training where she was asked about the possibility of her replacing trinity. yuji was so excited, she could hardly contain herself. she was getting to debut so soon? the excitement was short-lived, however, as her mother called and scolded them for considering yuji when she was so young. she loved her mother but betrayed couldn't even begin to describe what yuji felt (even if her mom might have had a point).
maybe it was for the best though, because of the great glam disaster of 2014.
most girls were transferred over to source music after bighit decided to dissolve their female trainee system, though some girls were transferred over to other companies; including yuji, who was offered a space at cube. cube is a show, it's not a secret to anyone. however, yuji found herself having a lot of fun there despite the emotional turmoil she was going through at the time (see love interest section). she found a great friend in miyeon when the older girl joined the company in 2015. her vocals were only getting better and her dancing improved the 2 years she spent training at cube. she got in her first and only girl-fight when she accidentally ate a girl's gimbap she had been saving, but it's something she laughed about afterwards.
however, in 2016 is when things took a drastic turn. after one night of passion with her love interest, yuji started to feel a bit off- in the weeks that followed, she felt more fatigued & nauseous in the mornings. she wondered if she was getting sick, but it wasn't until she missed her period that she had a sinking suspicion of what was going on. five pregnancy tests later, a shaking yuji had no chance but to face reality; she was pregnant. yuji battled within herself for awhile, unsure of what to do; it was only when she started showing that she knew she had to come clean to her family. her aunt being supportive wasn't a surprise, it was her mother who shocked yuji the most. she held her daughter close as she cried, petting her hair and telling her it'll be okay. yuji decided to quite cube and move back in with her mother.
yuji didn't tell any of her trainee friends about her pregnancy except for miyeon, whom she still kept in contact with. chu mirae was born on a beautiful june day in 2017; a summer baby. despite help from her mom and aunt, yuji felt so overwhelmed; she was only 18 when mirae was conceived, 19 when mirae was born- so young to be dealt these cards, but when holding her baby for the first time yuji became certain that mirae was some sort of miracle, after years of yuji's dream slipping through her fingers maybe this was her true dream after all. this is a large reason yuji chose mirae as her daughter's name, as it meant "future."
yuji loved her daughter and tried her best with mirae, even when getting a good nights rest became impossible. when 2018 rolled around and her best friend called her to celebrate that she would be debuting, yuji smiled through tears; she was truly happy for a miyeon, but a small yet loud part of her wondered what it would be like if she stayed at cube; if she wasn't a mother, if she was on stage instead as an idol; it didn't come across her mind that she could be both. in her mind, yuji buried the idea of her being an idol and mourned the loss. goodbye to the idol world, hello to motherhood.
in late 2018, yuji decided to try and get back on her feet and get a job. with help from her aunt and mom whom promised to look after mirae, yuji set out with a goal in mind; if she couldn't be an idol herself, she could help others become one- she wanted to be a vocal coach. she applied to a few companies, though one come back to her the soonest- mik entertainment. yuji passed the interview and joined the company soon after, though kim milyeon had an idea after meeting yuji that started to nag her mind. yuji was so young and fit the ideal image of an idol, she had the skill from her years of training and a sweet personality to boot- why is she a vocal coach and not a trainee? of course milyeon knew the answer already, it being well-known that yuji had a daughter as it was brought up during her interview, but that didn't bother milyeon none. in fact, she knew yuji would fit perfectly into a girl group that she was planning.
in the meantime, milyeon asked yuji if she'd like to be apart of mik girlz. yuji found this preposterous, asking "even though i have a child?" numerous times even though milyeon kept exasperatingly saying "yes, even though you have a child. i have one too, that didn't stop me!" yuji wasn't sure what to think; that dream of hers was long gone. it took a while for yuji to accept that she could have two dreams that are equally valid; motherhood and idolhood. with that, yuji accepted milyeon's proposition and started training again in early 2019.
yuji remembers watching glam debut, the envy seeping in but shaking it off before she let it get to her. they seemed to start off really well, so it was surprising when trinity left the group in 2012. everyone was chattering about if she would get replaced, but yuji didn't think it was likely. however, she found herself being called to office one day after training where she was asked about the possibility of her replacing trinity. yuji was so excited, she could hardly contain herself. she was getting to debut so soon? the excitement was short-lived, however, as her mother called and scolded them for considering yuji when she was so young. she loved her mother but betrayed couldn't even begin to describe what yuji felt (even if her mom might have had a point).
maybe it was for the best though, because of the great glam disaster of 2014.
most girls were transferred over to source music after bighit decided to dissolve their female trainee system, though some girls were transferred over to other companies; including yuji, who was offered a space at cube. cube is a show, it's not a secret to anyone. however, yuji found herself having a lot of fun there despite the emotional turmoil she was going through at the time (see love interest section). she found a great friend in miyeon when the older girl joined the company in 2015. her vocals were only getting better and her dancing improved the 2 years she spent training at cube. she got in her first and only girl-fight when she accidentally ate a girl's gimbap she had been saving, but it's something she laughed about afterwards.
however, in 2016 is when things took a drastic turn. after one night of passion with her love interest, yuji started to feel a bit off- in the weeks that followed, she felt more fatigued & nauseous in the mornings. she wondered if she was getting sick, but it wasn't until she missed her period that she had a sinking suspicion of what was going on. five pregnancy tests later, a shaking yuji had no chance but to face reality; she was pregnant. yuji battled within herself for awhile, unsure of what to do; it was only when she started showing that she knew she had to come clean to her family. her aunt being supportive wasn't a surprise, it was her mother who shocked yuji the most. she held her daughter close as she cried, petting her hair and telling her it'll be okay. yuji decided to quite cube and move back in with her mother.
yuji didn't tell any of her trainee friends about her pregnancy except for miyeon, whom she still kept in contact with. chu mirae was born on a beautiful june day in 2017; a summer baby. despite help from her mom and aunt, yuji felt so overwhelmed; she was only 18 when mirae was conceived, 19 when mirae was born- so young to be dealt these cards, but when holding her baby for the first time yuji became certain that mirae was some sort of miracle, after years of yuji's dream slipping through her fingers maybe this was her true dream after all. this is a large reason yuji chose mirae as her daughter's name, as it meant "future."
yuji loved her daughter and tried her best with mirae, even when getting a good nights rest became impossible. when 2018 rolled around and her best friend called her to celebrate that she would be debuting, yuji smiled through tears; she was truly happy for a miyeon, but a small yet loud part of her wondered what it would be like if she stayed at cube; if she wasn't a mother, if she was on stage instead as an idol; it didn't come across her mind that she could be both. in her mind, yuji buried the idea of her being an idol and mourned the loss. goodbye to the idol world, hello to motherhood.
in late 2018, yuji decided to try and get back on her feet and get a job. with help from her aunt and mom whom promised to look after mirae, yuji set out with a goal in mind; if she couldn't be an idol herself, she could help others become one- she wanted to be a vocal coach. she applied to a few companies, though one come back to her the soonest- mik entertainment. yuji passed the interview and joined the company soon after, though kim milyeon had an idea after meeting yuji that started to nag her mind. yuji was so young and fit the ideal image of an idol, she had the skill from her years of training and a sweet personality to boot- why is she a vocal coach and not a trainee? of course milyeon knew the answer already, it being well-known that yuji had a daughter as it was brought up during her interview, but that didn't bother milyeon none. in fact, she knew yuji would fit perfectly into a girl group that she was planning.
in the meantime, milyeon asked yuji if she'd like to be apart of mik girlz. yuji found this preposterous, asking "even though i have a child?" numerous times even though milyeon kept exasperatingly saying "yes, even though you have a child. i have one too, that didn't stop me!" yuji wasn't sure what to think; that dream of hers was long gone. it took a while for yuji to accept that she could have two dreams that are equally valid; motherhood and idolhood. with that, yuji accepted milyeon's proposition and started training again in early 2019.
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LIKES
DISLIKES
HOBBIES
HABITS
FEARS
TALENTS
TRIVIA
SNS
✿ wholesome video games, baby seals, peach soju, rainy days, candles, pop & indie music, salty snacks.
DISLIKES
✿ mondays, horror movies, huge crowds, bitter coffee, clubbing, sour flavors, ham.
HOBBIES
✿ PLAYING STARDEW VALLEY yes she's basic and romances sebastian every time she restarts.
✿ WRITING LYRICS truly one of her passions.
✿ WATCHING MOVIES & READING WEBTOONS drama, fantasy & romance are her favorites. though kids media has consumed most of her brain curtesy of mirae.
✿ BEADED-JEWELRY MAKING she finds it calming, it's a great de-stresser and can even help her fall asleep on stressful nights.
✿ DANCING yuji is a bit rusty compared to her trainee days, but mirae loves it so the two dance together often, a great tactic to get mirae sleepy before bedtime.
✿ WRITING LYRICS truly one of her passions.
✿ WATCHING MOVIES & READING WEBTOONS drama, fantasy & romance are her favorites. though kids media has consumed most of her brain curtesy of mirae.
✿ BEADED-JEWELRY MAKING she finds it calming, it's a great de-stresser and can even help her fall asleep on stressful nights.
✿ DANCING yuji is a bit rusty compared to her trainee days, but mirae loves it so the two dance together often, a great tactic to get mirae sleepy before bedtime.
HABITS
✿ singing whatever song pops into her mind. much to the chagrin of those trying to sleep in the music show waiting rooms.
✿ her right eye twitching whenever she's upset.
✿ wincing at loud sounds, her first instinct being "i hope that didn't wake mirae up" even if she's not even at home with her daughter.
✿ asking people if they ate and fixing their clothes, wiping crumbs off of their face, etc. another mom thing.
✿ waking up at random points during the night.
✿ her right eye twitching whenever she's upset.
✿ wincing at loud sounds, her first instinct being "i hope that didn't wake mirae up" even if she's not even at home with her daughter.
✿ asking people if they ate and fixing their clothes, wiping crumbs off of their face, etc. another mom thing.
✿ waking up at random points during the night.
FEARS
✿ yuji's biggest fear is of course losing her daughter; her greatest gift. she also fears that she's not a great mother and will raise her wrong.
✿ she also fears jungkook's reaction to finding out he's had a baby all this time. the thought alone makes her break into a sweat; the last thing she wanted was to hurt him.
✿ yuji fears that she won't achieve anything grandiose; don't get her wrong, being a mother is one of the best things to happen to her, but she wants a successful career as well.
✿ she also fears jungkook's reaction to finding out he's had a baby all this time. the thought alone makes her break into a sweat; the last thing she wanted was to hurt him.
✿ yuji fears that she won't achieve anything grandiose; don't get her wrong, being a mother is one of the best things to happen to her, but she wants a successful career as well.
TALENTS
✿ LUCID DREAMING yuji's not sure if this counts, but if asked during an interview this is what she would say. after all it is not something everyone can do and it's very difficult to learn how to control your dreams.
TRIVIA
✿ her favorite color is periwinkle.
✿ yuji's signature scent is daisy by marc jacobs, a perfume with notes of strawberry, violets & vanilla. typically she can't afford it but thankfully her mom gifts her a bottle every christmas.
✿ it's not surprising given how bad yuji is at remembering most things, but she is especially bad at remembering birthdays.
✿ yuji's signature scent is daisy by marc jacobs, a perfume with notes of strawberry, violets & vanilla. typically she can't afford it but thankfully her mom gifts her a bottle every christmas.
✿ it's not surprising given how bad yuji is at remembering most things, but she is especially bad at remembering birthdays.
✿ as mentioned in her personality, yuji writes lyrics that are based on her dreams- she has a tiny notebook that she keeps in her purse + a notebook on her nightstand so that she can always be ready to jot inspirations down.
✿ if you asked yuji what animal she'd want to represent her, she'd say a deer. if you asked razzle dazzle, they'd probably say hamster.
✿ her favorite flowers are tulips.
✿ after spending some time getting to know her future group mates, yuji decides to make them all matching beaded bracelets in each of their favorite colors. she'd love to take a picture of all their hands in a circle wearing them and post it on sns!
✿ yuji is a girl's girl. she's never fought a girl over a man and doesn't plan to, and although she's quite lenient with everyone she especially gives into girls easier, even if they've done wrong. the personification of "i believe in women's rights & also believe in women's wrongs."
✿ yuji is and will forever be a 2nd gen girl group stan, most of her playlists contain 4minute, 2ne1, kara, sistar + all the other girlies that ruled that era. she doesn't get sick of old k-pop.
✿ while pop is her favorite genre, indie is a close second. she loves artists like cherry coke & cults.
✿ yuji likes to make google docs of her lyrics and song ideas and decorate them with cute little emojis, also inviting razzle dazzle members and staff to check out the docs and make comments.
✿ yuji will sometimes post pictures of herself cuddling a care bear as a nod to her persona. her favorites are bedtime bear and love-a-lot bear.
✿ she also gifts mirae a cheer bear right before razzle dazzle debuts so that the young girl could snuggle it whenever she misses yuji. it nearly makes her cry every time her family sends her pictures of mirae cuddling it.
✿ yuji has stretch marks on her tummy and a few around her s that she is quite self-conscious off. she tries to remind herself that is a sign of motherhood that she should be proud of, but being in the idol world it's hard not to be insecure about it.
✿ yuji lives in the dorms when razzle dazzle is promoting; a tough decision to be away from mirae for too long, though she tries to visit often. it just makes more sense for her to travel with the other members. when not promoting, she lives with her mom & mirae.
✿ as an idol, yuji is seen as relatable- she doesn't seem like a goddess like some other k-pop idols, she feels like a regular, shy girl plucked from the streets. this causes her to be forgettable in some cases, but her fans tend to ride for her heavy.
✿ if you asked yuji what animal she'd want to represent her, she'd say a deer. if you asked razzle dazzle, they'd probably say hamster.
✿ her favorite flowers are tulips.
✿ after spending some time getting to know her future group mates, yuji decides to make them all matching beaded bracelets in each of their favorite colors. she'd love to take a picture of all their hands in a circle wearing them and post it on sns!
✿ yuji is a girl's girl. she's never fought a girl over a man and doesn't plan to, and although she's quite lenient with everyone she especially gives into girls easier, even if they've done wrong. the personification of "i believe in women's rights & also believe in women's wrongs."
✿ yuji is and will forever be a 2nd gen girl group stan, most of her playlists contain 4minute, 2ne1, kara, sistar + all the other girlies that ruled that era. she doesn't get sick of old k-pop.
✿ while pop is her favorite genre, indie is a close second. she loves artists like cherry coke & cults.
✿ yuji likes to make google docs of her lyrics and song ideas and decorate them with cute little emojis, also inviting razzle dazzle members and staff to check out the docs and make comments.
✿ yuji will sometimes post pictures of herself cuddling a care bear as a nod to her persona. her favorites are bedtime bear and love-a-lot bear.
✿ she also gifts mirae a cheer bear right before razzle dazzle debuts so that the young girl could snuggle it whenever she misses yuji. it nearly makes her cry every time her family sends her pictures of mirae cuddling it.
✿ yuji has stretch marks on her tummy and a few around her s that she is quite self-conscious off. she tries to remind herself that is a sign of motherhood that she should be proud of, but being in the idol world it's hard not to be insecure about it.
✿ yuji lives in the dorms when razzle dazzle is promoting; a tough decision to be away from mirae for too long, though she tries to visit often. it just makes more sense for her to travel with the other members. when not promoting, she lives with her mom & mirae.
✿ as an idol, yuji is seen as relatable- she doesn't seem like a goddess like some other k-pop idols, she feels like a regular, shy girl plucked from the streets. this causes her to be forgettable in some cases, but her fans tend to ride for her heavy.
SNS
✿ @YOOCHUU_98 her ig that she posts on fairly often, typically her feed is 30% selfies, 30% scenery, 20% photos of the other razzle dazzle members and finally 20% promo of razzle dazzle & subunit comebacks.
✿ yuji likes to watch tiktoks but only has a burner account, she'd only post on the razzle dazzle official tiktok and not very often.
✿ yuji likes to watch tiktoks but only has a burner account, she'd only post on the razzle dazzle official tiktok and not very often.
STAGE NAME LYRA
✿ with a voice as ethereal as yuji's, it only made sense that her stage name be just as fantastical to match. lyra is the feminine version of lyre from the greek myth of orpheus. the lyre (harp) that orpheus played was said to be "so beautiful it could move all animals, trees, and even the gods themselves." just like yuji's voice. though if you ask her, yuji loves that it is also the name of a constellation.
PERSONA CARE BEAR
✿ her motherly and caring nature paired with how gentle and cuddly she is, like a plush bear, is the reason yuji embodies the care bear persona. she finds it quite adorable and introduces herself using the persona, though a bit shyly as razzle dazzle tends to .
PLOTLINE ruby.
ALTERNATIVELY opal.
VOCAL TWIN
✿ 수빈 WJSN or 설아. WJSN
DANCE TWIN
✿ 새롬 FROMIS_9 or 수빈. WJSN
VARIETY TWIN
✿ 하슬 LOONA or 지효. TWICE
TRAINEE LIFE
PRE-MIK 5 years, MIK 8 months.
PREDEBUT
FUTURE ACTIVITIES
HEADLINES
POTENTIAL SCANDALS
PRE-MIK 5 years, MIK 8 months.
✿ as someone who was sure she'd never do this again, it was a huge adjustment for yuji to get back into the trainee mindset. she'd argue the 8 months she spent training again in mik was way more difficult than her past 5 years of training. mostly because it felt so surreal, but also due to being quite rusty and getting her post-birth body back into the swing of things.
thankfully vocals were a breeze while the dancing was a little tough at first, however her 5 previous years of experience kicked in fairly soon. she didn't disclose that she was a single mother, though somehow it was found out and spread around the other trainees (she could only assume staff was overheard or something) and a few trainees were quite judgemental of yuji. thankfully she made friends with a few of her fellow mik girlz who didn't hesitate to support yuji.
when added to mik girlz and then eventually razzle dazzle, yuji couldn't help but pinch herself. her second dream was finally materializing right in front of her, and while overjoyed yuji also felt quite nervous; sure, if this doesn't pan out as expected she could always become a vocal coach again, but this was something yuji was striving for for years- it can't fail.
thankfully vocals were a breeze while the dancing was a little tough at first, however her 5 previous years of experience kicked in fairly soon. she didn't disclose that she was a single mother, though somehow it was found out and spread around the other trainees (she could only assume staff was overheard or something) and a few trainees were quite judgemental of yuji. thankfully she made friends with a few of her fellow mik girlz who didn't hesitate to support yuji.
when added to mik girlz and then eventually razzle dazzle, yuji couldn't help but pinch herself. her second dream was finally materializing right in front of her, and while overjoyed yuji also felt quite nervous; sure, if this doesn't pan out as expected she could always become a vocal coach again, but this was something yuji was striving for for years- it can't fail.
PREDEBUT
✿ ACTRESS IN BTS' "BEAUTIFUL" MUSIC VIDEO
this was a pretty lowkey experience, as beautiful was a soundcloud song and not an official release. at the time bighit was planning on debuting yuji at some point, so they wanted to use her for this video to start getting her out there. 2013
this was a pretty lowkey experience, as beautiful was a soundcloud song and not an official release. at the time bighit was planning on debuting yuji at some point, so they wanted to use her for this video to start getting her out there. 2013
FUTURE ACTIVITIES
✿ SOLO RELEASE
either as a solo debut or a solo song on one of razzle dazzle's album, yuji releases a song and potentially an mv for her song underwater, that she wrote lyrics for and haesun helped produce. originally kwon eunbi. 2022
either as a solo debut or a solo song on one of razzle dazzle's album, yuji releases a song and potentially an mv for her song underwater, that she wrote lyrics for and haesun helped produce. originally kwon eunbi. 2022
HEADLINES
✿ RAZZLE DAZZLE'S CHU YUJI IS ACTUALLY A SINGLE MOTHER?
yuji managed to keep it hush during mik girlz, but given the concept of razzle dazzle it of course came out. yuji is relieved just as she is nervous; she is proud to be mirae's mom and hates that it felt like a secret to keep. yuji feared netizen reactions though; it turned out to be divisive. many would be appalled when they learn yuji was only 18 when her daughter was conceived- they felt having yuji in the group would promote teen pregnancy. others were happy that yuji was given a chance to debut and hope that this causes a positive shift in the idol world. 2020
yuji managed to keep it hush during mik girlz, but given the concept of razzle dazzle it of course came out. yuji is relieved just as she is nervous; she is proud to be mirae's mom and hates that it felt like a secret to keep. yuji feared netizen reactions though; it turned out to be divisive. many would be appalled when they learn yuji was only 18 when her daughter was conceived- they felt having yuji in the group would promote teen pregnancy. others were happy that yuji was given a chance to debut and hope that this causes a positive shift in the idol world. 2020
POTENTIAL SCANDALS
✿ [BREAKING] BTS' JEON JUNGKOOK DATING RAZZLE DAZZLE'S LYRA?
LUNA NOTE if these two end up together, i can imagine jungkook feeling inspired by his girlfriend's group concept of being unconventional and deciding to do some quite unconventional himself; revealing his relationship himself before dispatch can get their hands on it. yuji vehemently disagrees at first, but jungkook promises to protect her. they both fail to warn their respective companies as well which causes quite the fun day at the office. of course this is quite huge so this is totally up to you. 2022 OR BEYOND
✿ [BREAKING] BTS' JEON JUNGKOOK REVEALED AS BIOLOGICAL FATHER OF RAZZLE DAZZLE'S LYRA'S CHILD
LUNA NOTE once again this is quote world-shattering given that it is a bts member so it is totally up to you. for similar reasons above, jungkook feels like it's only right to come clean about this instead of it being found out and revealed by someone else. if the hate comments were bad when it was revealed they were dating, they get 10 times worse, especially on yuji's end. though jungkook's image takes a hit as well, especially when looking at the timeline reveals that they weren't even a couple when mirae was conceived. netizens wrongly assume it was a one night stand and the love came afterwords even though yuji and jungkook had feelings for each other for years. milyeon in particular is stressed by this, as she didn't want what happened to her to happen to yuji- though jungkook would never take yuji to court. 2022 OR BEYOND
LUNA NOTE if these two end up together, i can imagine jungkook feeling inspired by his girlfriend's group concept of being unconventional and deciding to do some quite unconventional himself; revealing his relationship himself before dispatch can get their hands on it. yuji vehemently disagrees at first, but jungkook promises to protect her. they both fail to warn their respective companies as well which causes quite the fun day at the office. of course this is quite huge so this is totally up to you. 2022 OR BEYOND
✿ [BREAKING] BTS' JEON JUNGKOOK REVEALED AS BIOLOGICAL FATHER OF RAZZLE DAZZLE'S LYRA'S CHILD
LUNA NOTE once again this is quote world-shattering given that it is a bts member so it is totally up to you. for similar reasons above, jungkook feels like it's only right to come clean about this instead of it being found out and revealed by someone else. if the hate comments were bad when it was revealed they were dating, they get 10 times worse, especially on yuji's end. though jungkook's image takes a hit as well, especially when looking at the timeline reveals that they weren't even a couple when mirae was conceived. netizens wrongly assume it was a one night stand and the love came afterwords even though yuji and jungkook had feelings for each other for years. milyeon in particular is stressed by this, as she didn't want what happened to her to happen to yuji- though jungkook would never take yuji to court. 2022 OR BEYOND
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모경미 & 모규리
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RELATION family.
AGE MOM 43, AUNT 46.
OCCUPATION MOM lawyer, AUNT retied theatre actor & classical vocal coach.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE MOM 43, AUNT 46.
OCCUPATION MOM lawyer, AUNT retied theatre actor & classical vocal coach.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ growing up and to this day yuji was always closer to her aunt, though if we're being honest yuji doesn't feel that particularly close to either of them- don't get her wrong, she has so much love for her family. she knows that without her mother raising her and providing financial security even as a single mom she'd be nowhere, and without her aunt yuji never would have been able to cultivate her idol dream. yuji especially has no idea where she would've ended up if she didn't have these two when mirae was born. she just simply bases her understanding of closeness with how much she could relate to a person, and yuji never felt like she could relate to either women.
after some growing up, yuji could realize that you can still grow close to someone without having to relate or understand them- it's totally okay, actually. until then, she'll continue to love her family the best way she knows how; thanking them profusely for all their help with mirae, cooking for them & always asking if they're okay. when yuji joins mik, her mom has mirae and her aunt looks after her when kyungmi has to work. kyuri teaches her vocals online and can work anywhere so she's designated babysitter.
after some growing up, yuji could realize that you can still grow close to someone without having to relate or understand them- it's totally okay, actually. until then, she'll continue to love her family the best way she knows how; thanking them profusely for all their help with mirae, cooking for them & always asking if they're okay. when yuji joins mik, her mom has mirae and her aunt looks after her when kyungmi has to work. kyuri teaches her vocals online and can work anywhere so she's designated babysitter.
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추미래
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RELATION daughter.
AGE 2.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE 2.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ yuji can see so much of herself in mirae; the gentleness in how she handles her toys when playing doctor, the stubbornness when it's bath time and she can't bring all her plushies with her in the tub. though she also has quite the sass for a two year old, probably because of all the time she spends with kyuri. yuji treasures mirae with her whole heart; so much so that she can't help but spoil her daughter just a little too much, and maybe let her get away with bad behavior a bit too often. in the back of her mind yuji knows this can only lead to disaster in the future if mirae isn't given the proper boundaries, she wants to be a better mom in that regard; it's just so hard when mirae looks at her with those big brown eyes.
yuji is guilty of letting her mom be the bad cop, especially now that she's debuting and mirae will spend most of her time with her grandma & great aunt. she misses mirae just as much as she's relieved for a bit of a breather from all the toddler tantrums. there is one question that mirae asked one day that haunts yuji often, whispered one night as yuji was tucking the little girl into bed. "do i have a daddy?" it wasn't something yuji was prepared to answer, a discussion she thought she had more time to think about. "yes, baby. he's a prince and is away doing important duties right now- but he loves you." it's not the best answer by a long shot, but it was all yuji could come up with at the time. she can only hope mirae can forgive her.
yuji is guilty of letting her mom be the bad cop, especially now that she's debuting and mirae will spend most of her time with her grandma & great aunt. she misses mirae just as much as she's relieved for a bit of a breather from all the toddler tantrums. there is one question that mirae asked one day that haunts yuji often, whispered one night as yuji was tucking the little girl into bed. "do i have a daddy?" it wasn't something yuji was prepared to answer, a discussion she thought she had more time to think about. "yes, baby. he's a prince and is away doing important duties right now- but he loves you." it's not the best answer by a long shot, but it was all yuji could come up with at the time. she can only hope mirae can forgive her.
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도연희
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RELATION group mate.
AGE 22.
OCCUPATION razzle dazzle.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE 22.
OCCUPATION razzle dazzle.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ despite being older, yuji can't help but think of yeonhui as a little sister. she's so endearing, yuji doesn't mind at all when she talks her ear off because yuji prefers to listen anyway, nodding along with rapt attention. though yeonhui is responsible for the most part yuji does pick up on how impulsive she be sometimes and tries her best to be a voice of reason, though given that it's chu no-backbone yuji we're talking about here, it doesn't always work out how she planned. yuji can be a bit overbearing when it comes to yeonhui's leg, sometimes underestimating just how strong yeonhui can be and babying her a bit too much.
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千恵子
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RELATION group mate.
AGE 17.
OCCUPATION razzle dazzle.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE 17.
OCCUPATION razzle dazzle.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ the mother in yuji really comes out when she's with cheiko. she finds it hard to believe someone born after 2000 can debut in an idol group isn't that too young!? (man, her mom was really onto something when she didn't let yuji join glam) she takes it upon herself to look after the younger girl, including cooking her a lot of food even when she's on diets and asking her if she's okay when she notices cheiko hasn't spoken in awhile. the politics in japan go over yuji's head but she tries to do some research so she could understand where cheiko was from and what kind of environment she might have grown up in.
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여해선
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RELATION group mate.
AGE 20.
OCCUPATION razzle dazzle.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE 20.
OCCUPATION razzle dazzle.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ yuji isn't sure what to make of haesun. she seems fine; not entirely nice, but not outright mean either- she's super different in real life than how she appears on camera, but that's not too uncommon in the idol world. there's just something... off. like the time haesun "accidentally" deleted a whole section from one of yuji's google docs. she literally watched haesun highlight everything and hit delete... but sure, i guess it was an accident. or when yuji couldn't find one of her shoes, but it materialized out nowhere in a spot yuji already checked, a spot she saw haesun hover around. yuji isn't brave enough to confront haesun about any of this, so she resigns herself to just putting up with the younger girl and her "quirks."
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RAZZLE DAZZLE
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RELATION group mates.
RELATIONSHIP
RELATIONSHIP
✿ a group of girls with vastly different backgrounds and personalities- of course it's totally okay and expected that they won't all get along- yuji only hopes it will work out that way. at the very least, she hopes all of the girls can come to understand each other. yuji herself certainly won't be perfect- she'll claim her want of being close but will still struggle with being private, she'll possibly handle a fight wrong and accidentally hurt someone's feelings- someone may end up hurting hers, and with yuji as sensitive and stubborn as she is it may take a while to mend the situation. some may be annoyed when woken up at 2am by yuji frantically leaving the dorm because mirae refuses to sleep. it won't be a perfect bond, but it doesn't have to be.
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조미연
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RELATION best friend.
AGE 22.
OCCUPATION (g)i-dle.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE 22.
OCCUPATION (g)i-dle.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ miyeon stood out to yuji when they met because she's never seen anyone so bubbly yet also so shy at the same time. the two started talking and realized both had debut possibilities fall flat, something only each other could understand which sparked a bond between the two girls. during yuji's time at cube that bond only grew, making yuji realize that miyeon is truly the first female best friend she ever had. of course yuji credits (or curses, depending on her mood) miyeon for convincing her to come clean to jungkook, something only possible because of how much respect yuji has for miyeon's opinions. the older girl adores mirae and tends to spoil the girl, something yuji doesn't mind because she spoils mirae just as much (though yuji does teasingly riot when miyeon says "where is my favorite chu?" in reference to mirae) one negative side is that miyeon tends to let herself be coddled by yuji and will sometimes end a phone call and realize she never asked the younger girl about her day, how mirae is doing, etc. just rambled about her own life. despite both being busy with their own different groups these days, yuji still considers miyeon her best friend and would drop everything to be there for her (and yuji rests easy knowing that energy is reciprocated, sometimes.
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BANGTAN
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RELATION former label mates.
AGE 22-27.
RELATIONSHIP
AGE 22-27.
RELATIONSHIP
✿ yuji met all of bts when they were predebut and in their struggle era, so despite not being close to all of them there is still that bond of "wow, we were literally in the trenches together." she remembers a time when they would play rock, paper, scissors with each other to determine who would risk sneaking out and getting all the trainees snacks- a fun memory that they'll bring up if they ever see each other again, especially because whenever it was yuji who lost she'd always get into shenanigans trying to sneak out. she would be closest to jimin- once upon a time she even considered him a good friend. however, after she found out she was pregnant she started putting distance between them. she didn't know how to explain mirae to him without lying.
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Q&A
Q&A
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PLEASE INTRODUCE YOURSELF!
✿ "ah, hello there!" yuji begins softly, an air of shyness in her tone and movement. "i'm razzle dazzle's care bear, main vocal & lead dancer lyra." there's a small pause as yuji falls silent. "oh, should i keep going? uh, i'm a proud mom of a beautiful babygirl, mirae. i really love playing soothing video games and making jewelry. oh, and if i had to pick an animal to represent me i'd say deer. don't listen to anyone that says otherwise-"
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YOU’RE FINALLY DEBUTING! HOW DOES IT FEEL?
✿ yuji bites her lip, joy overflowing her mind at the question. "it feels... surreal. i can't believe that this was still a possibility for me in the first place. i'm so grateful to kim milyeon and mik entertainment for this opportunity... i... just, i'm so happy." yuji feels her eyes stinging a bit, overcome with emotion. there's a small part of her that is worried about the debut, scared it won't go well but she keeps it to herself.
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RAZZLE DAZZLE'S CONCEPT IS ALL ABOUT BEING DIFFERENT AND LOVING YOURSELF. WHAT'S DIFFERENT ABOUT YOU? DO YOU LOVE YOURSELF?
✿ "hm, i'm a mother- i was a teen mom as well. i know there is some worry about what that may mean; of course i encourage all to only have a child when they are ready. however these things happen in real life, and i hope to show all single & teen mothers out there that you are loved, and to give you strength." yuji answers the first part of the question determinedly, though she falters a bit at the other half. "as for if i love myself... to be honest, i'm getting there. i know there are so many things in my life and about me to love, so i know i will eventually. it's a slow process, but a rewarding one. razzle dazzle just may help me on that journey!"
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WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS AND HOPES FOR THE FUTURE, FOR RAZZLE DAZZLE AND FOR YOURSELF?
✿ yuji eye's widen. "that's quite the loaded question, isn't it?" she laughs softly, tinkering like bells. "hm. for the future, all i can ask is that my loved ones are happy and healthy, including my daughter who i hope grows up to be the amazing girl i know she is. for razzle dazzle, of course i hope success and awards are in our future!" yuji grins, rubbing the back of her neck sheepishly. "really though, as long as we helped many people with our message and created a discography we're proud of, i'd call that a success. as for myself.. i hope to be a happy, successful idol and mother. maybe with an even bigger family..."
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THAT’S ALL FOR TODAY! ANY LAST WORDS?
✿ "ah, that was quick. last words? uh... if our fans see this, did you eat well?" yuji giggles awkwardly. "um, i hope you give lots of love to razzle dazzle, we have so much love for you as well. i sincerely hope you find strength in our words. i guess that's it?" yuji murmurs sheepishly.
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YOUR BABY DADDY IS FROM THE WORLD'S BIGGEST BOY GROUP!?
chu yuji had heard of jeon jungkook- not only did they become trainees at bighit the same year, but the story of jungkook choosing bighit over 7 bigger agencies was whispered all around the bighit building. was he out of his mind? why would he choose this place? maybe it was for similar reasons as she, subconsciously yuji feared rejection from the bigger companies and felt bighit was a "safer" option- though it turns out jungkook just had a crush on kim namjoon
the two didn't actually meet personally until the winter of 2011. despite bighit not allowing trainees of the opposite to mingle, they did encourage lots of practice- so when trainees offered to stay at the building and practice at night while the managers all went back to the dorms, it was a free pass to meet up in the dance rooms and hang out. the only people in the building besides the trainees were a few security guards who were usually easy to get around. during these nights is when games of rock, paper, scissors were played to determine who would get the snacks for everyone.
on this particular night yuji lost. she was a bit fed up to be honest, as one particular security guard almost caught her walking out and she had to dive behind some desks which didn't feel great. at the convenience store one of their dance teachers was shopping around so yuji had to hide in the isles trying to dodge him until he left- so at this point yuji wanted to toss the snacks at those greedy hyenas and go take a nap somewhere.
on her way back to the dance practice room where everyone was waiting for her, yuji heard a noise. she paused, bags of snacks clutched in her hands as she listened- it sounded like crying. she stepped closer to one of the empty practice rooms where the sound seemed to be coming from and peeked in, a boy was sat on the ground toward the back- it looked like jeon jungkook. the boy was known to be shy and didn't usually hang out with everyone on nights like these, choosing instead to actually practice. it wasn't odd to see him alone, but it was odd that he was crying.
the sound tugged at yuji's heart strings. despite being a caring person, she hesitated approaching those she doesn't know- however, deep down it didn't feel right to leave him like this. she opened the door and took a few hesitant steps in, the sound of the bags alerting jungkook to the new presence.
"hey, can i sit with you for a bit? i don't feel like going back to all the noise right now." yuji asked quietly, a small smile on her face. jungkook, whose mind was on high alert due to a girl talking to him, looked like a deer in headlights for a moment before tentatively nodding. yuji's smile grew wider, increasing her steps to reach the boy before sitting down next to him. she handed him one of the snacks from the bag before taking one for herself.
"jungkook, right? what's on your mind?" she asked softly before munching on her chips. he was silent for a minute, starring at the snack she gave him in awe (was that a blush on his cheeks?) before snapping back to reality and answering her question. "i was just... missing my family. that's why i was... you know..." yuji noticed the drying tears on his cheeks, confirming her initial assessment of the situation.
"ah. where are you from?" yuji figured the best thing to do was to try and get his mind off of it- there's only so many words of comfort that she could say that wouldn't feel like comfort at all, just hollow expressions because in the end, there's nothing they could do to change it- they were trainees, they had to be away from their families.
"oh, uh, busan." jungkook muttered, chewing on a pepero stick. his face grew warmer when yuji looked at him excitedly, a spark in her eye. "oh wow, really? can you say something in satoori please?" bewildered, jungkook shook his head. "c'mon, please? i love how gyeongsang-do sounds!" yuji pleads. having her look at him directly for so long made him so flustered, he looked at the ground instead of her and huffed. "maybe if i get another snack?" he says, surprisingly cheeky.
the two banter for a bit that night before yuji decided to rejoin the other trainees. she turned back after approaching the door to leave, shooting jungkook a smile. "my name is yuji by the way." that night started an unlikely friendship that only continued to grow; yuji really felt for jungkook, she understood and related to his shyness that prevented him from making deep connections with anyone outside of his upcoming group. jungkook craved the comfort yuji provided, the feeling different from his future group mates though he couldn't pin-point why.
after all, they were just 12 & 13- so young to be in this crazy industry, too young to understand why the older trainees would tease the two when they were seen together. what's so funny about it? they didn't get it, but all they really understood is that they liked spending time together. jungkook was prone to crying due to stress or missing his family- during those times he'd reach out to yuji, who wouldn't hesitate to comfort him and take his mind off of it. she started telling him stories of her weird lucid dreams, loving the sparkle in his eyes when she would go on about the crazy details.
"what's wrong, bambi eyes?" yuji would ask in the empty dance room she pulled jungkook into after seeing his melancholic expression. "just thinking too much again... like usual." he'd answer, the two sitting down. "hm. do you wanna hear about my dream last night?" the boy would nod eagerly, subconsciously sitting closer the girl which would no doubt make him blush if he realized it.
"well, i started off being in some weird american city- i think new york? i realized i was dreaming when i looked down and saw i had 7 fingers-"
"7 fingers!?"
"yeah! that's when i made a giant cat plush appear to start destroying the city like godzilla. i wanted to be the superhero and save everyone..."
of course it wasn't just yuji's stories that brought them together, as they grew closer jungkook managed to find his voice and wanted to talk about anything and everything. yuji avoided getting too personal at first, but it grew impossible to resist those doe eyes. soon they were talking about each other's secrets and hardships, their thoughts on their futures and the things they hoped for. they realized they both loved disney movies and would huddle in an empty dance room to watch one together on their phone.
a milestone in their friendship came in the summer of 2012. it was decided that both of them would be the lead dancers in their future groups and because of that, bighit wanted them to focus on further improving their dance by traveling to los angeles and receiving training there. it was the first time flying for both of them, but either couldn't imagine having a better trip-partner than each other.
despite training separately, both were able to have fun together outside of lessons and explore los angeles. jungkook was becoming cheekier by the day and would tease yuji often, taking pictures of himself when she'd ask him to take pictures of her by a los angeles landmark, sneaking bites of her food and snacks when she wasn't looking or grabbing one of her belongings and holding it above his head (the kid was getting taller super fast, and yuji... wasn't).
however he never went overboard- never went out of his way to hurt yuji's feelings. for this reason his antics made her laugh instead of upset her. some of the other boy trainees didn't understand when they went overboard, but jungkook was different... something that made her heart speed up when she thought about it too long. that trip to los angeles made their already close friendship even closer, if that was even possible.
by the time 2013 rolled around, jungkook had a revelation after talking with his group mates about yuji- something that was an often occurrence because of how much jungkook mentioned the girl. "it sounds like you have a crush on her, dude." oh my god, he had a crush on his best friend. this revelation made his heart race and his palms sweaty, but it wasn't for a bad reason- it all made sense to him actually. yuji was so important to him, in his young mind he couldn't imagine loving anyone but her.
jungkook wanted to confess- a surprisingly bold move for him, but there's nothing quite as intense as your first love. yuji on the other hand had her revelation about her feelings awhile ago- when one of the other trainees snatched a drink from her hand without even saying thank you, it almost made yuji cry- jungkook had noticed and went over to her, throwing his arm around her shoulder and remarking how that trainee looked like a toad. it was usually yuji that did most of the coddling in their friendship, having that energy reversed made her mind spiral; oh my god, i like jungkook.
unlike jungkook, this thought only made yuji scared- he was her first best friend ever. she can't imagine what would happen if it all went wrong- if jungkook rejected her, if he laughed in her face. maybe deep down yuji knew that the boy would never do that to her- but she just couldn't acknowledge it. as if to add salt to the wound, jungkook happily told her that bangtan would be debuting in june. while excited for her best friend, she couldn't help but let her mind wander to stormy thoughts; he's not gonna have time for me anymore. he's going to be living his dream and i'd only hold him back. he'll meet a more glamorous idol girl.
yuji saw jungkook practicing late one night, preparing for his debut no doubt. she walked in, handing him a bottle of water with a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. jungkook knew something was off, but he wasn't sure what. "yuji? are you okay?" the girl nodded. "yeah... i just... i'm so happy for you debuting, but..." as usual, yuji struggled to open up her thoughts. jungkook looked at her patiently, which only made her heart break more. "i just hope you won't forget about me, is all."
"are you crazy!?" jungkook exclaims, quickly shaking his head. he'd been wondering for ages now when the perfect time to confess was, should he do it now? "yuji, i don't think i could forget you even if i wanted to. and of course, i don't want to! if anything, i..." jungkook trailed off, his face growing warm. he was building himself up to it, this big moment he daydreamed about for months.
a part of yuji possibly knew- even if she didn't consciously. however, yuji can't allow herself to have nice things- can't allow herself to accept something that would end in disaster- it had to end in disaster, there was no way it wouldn't. the golden boy and the unremarkable girl can't work. before jungkook could finish his sentence, she bolted.
jungkook debuted, and yuji did her best to ignore him. jungkook was confused by yuji's sudden disappearance that night, though he was lost he figured she just needed some time. then 2014 came around, with still no word from yuji. it hurt, every time jungkook would try to approach or text her she'd turn the other way or leave him on read. it got easier for yuji to ignore him when she was transferred to cube, at least she told herself as much; the truth was that it never got easier, she just became more numb. it had to be this way, jungkook was going to leave her behind eventually; yuji just speed up the process.
jungkook became busier than ever and had to finally admit defeat, heartbroken. even as the two went on to live their lives, every once in awhile a thought of the other would pop into their minds, a ghost of smile dancing along their lips at a funny memory, or a stinging behind the eyes when recalling something sweet and comforting. one late night during chuseok 2016, jungkook thinks of yuji after a few beers. it bothers him that he never got any closure, what did he do so wrong? he hadn't even confessed yet- he was about to, but yuji wouldn't let him.
under normal circumstances, jungkook would never do this; however, he was a bit tipsy and he still had yuji's address that she gave him incase of an emergency. thankfully yuji's mother wasn't home, the older woman deciding to keep the chuseok drinks flowing at kyuri's place. yuji wouldn't know to explain a now sobering up jungkook who had knocked on her door. it had only been two years, but both of them had changed so much; yuji didn't want to let him in, but she was mesmerized by his presence; she hadn't realized how missing him caused her bones to ache this much.
he just wanted to talk, jungkook said. that's all it was- however, one thing let to another, two hormonal young adults driven by their unrequited love and desire for each other that would lead them into bed, the first time for the both of them. the next morning jungkook woke her up with a forehead kiss before leaving, needing to be back before his family asked questions. he had such a dopey grin on his face; like this would be the start of something. it couldn't be- it's not that yuji regretted it, it's the fact that she didn't. just like before, yuji can't allow herself this, she would only be keeping jungkook down. he tried calling and texting her, but to no avail once again, back to square one.
as the weeks went on, yuji started noticing strange things- she felt far more fatigued even after a good night's rest, and her mornings started to begin with nausea straight out of bed. it was only when she missed her period that she allowed herself to entertain the idea that she may be pregnant. yuji took five pregnancy tests, just wanting to be absolutely sure; when all five showed positive, there was no denying it. thankfully everything with her family went well, and despite having to leave cube yuji felt overwhelmed yet hopeful; the only problem was that she didn't want to tell jungkook.
bts was growing in popularity everyday. what kind of person would yuji be if she ruined this for jungkook? she remembers how hard he struggled when they were kids, how hard we worked to achieve everything he had; she couldn't take that away from him, she refused. it would be hard, but she'll raise mirae with her family. though they didn't agree with her at first, her family allowed yuji this wish. as bts' fame continued to grow over the years, yuji felt even more certain with her decision; though her guilt began to grow with every birthday of mirae's that jungkook missed. was this really the right decision?
2020 rolls around, razzle dazzle debuts and jungkook is so ecstatic for yuji; so proud of the younger girl for finally debuting. he heard the news about her, that she was a single mom; it doesn't bother him at all, in fact that only thing he focused on was the single part. yes, years later and jungkook is still down bad; his friends and group mates try to get him to move on, and he tried; he doesn't know why his first love has such a tight grip around his neck, even after all the times yuji ghosted him. it's why he can't help himself and decides to text yuji his congratulations for her debut.
yuji hates to admit it, but that made her heart leap- she hadn't had much time for dating and like jungkook was still very much down bad. she decided to be a little selfish and answer back, much to jungkook's euphoria. his schedule isn't as demanding as it used to be, so he's able to text and call more frequently now, and to his surprise yuji responds. she can't help herself, she tried to stop again, but it felt to good to hear from him. she missed his attention more than she could ever admit. the two start to grow closer, texting under the covers and giggling like they were kids again.
as good as it feels to be in his life again, it only makes yuji's guilt grow even larger; especially when jungkook asks about mirae. he seems so supportive, even expressing enthusiasm at the idea of meeting her. miyeon knocks some sense into her one night during one of their phone calls, the older girl urging her to do what is right and come clean. "i know you thought you were protecting him, but it's gone on for far too long. he has a right to know, babe." and so... yuji does. she invited him to meet her at the han river at 4am, so they could be alone, and spills everything.
to say jungkook is in disbelief is a an understatement. it doesn't even register with him at first, but when it finally kicks in he feels anger course though his system. "how... how could you do this?" he says through gritted teeth. "i... your group was becoming so popular, you finally achieved everything you wanted, i couldn't ruin that for you-" "you thought i would chose my group over my own daughter?!" jungkook says incredulously. yuji tries to speak again but jungkook takes off to cool down. yuji is hurt, but she knows she has no right to be.
after calming down and taking some time to think to himself, jungkook realized that he's not entirely surprised by yuji's motives; she's the type to do something like that, to make sacrifices and bear the brunt of things because she thinks she's protecting someone else. it doesn't make it any better, but he understands. he calls her up to meet with him, this time at his apartment. yuji is a bit leery at first, but this is jungkook we're talking about; the kid she used to see cry more often than her own daughter.
though jungkook is certainly not a kid anymore, if his tatted arm and piercings are any indication. yuji curses herself for being distracted by his looks when he opens the door to let her in, the younger girl standing there like an idiot while jungkook waited for her to walk in. he can only smirk when she finally enters, pretending not to notice her blushing cheeks.
yuji expected to be cussed out or lectured, so when jungkook instead grabs her hands and looks at her with soft eyes, it takes her aback. "yuji... having it hidden from me that i am a father breaks my heart... but what breaks my heart more is that you felt that you had to. that's just the kind of person you are, always giving for others. you were so young, too- it doesn't excuse it, don't get me wrong... , even after all this time you could do something absolutely horrendous and i'd still look at you like you hung all the stars in the sky."
the younger girl is still quiet, her heart beating faster at his words, during which his eyes turned toward the ground but now they were staring into hers once again. despite growing older, those big bambi eyes looked the same. mirae has his eyes. "i love you, yuji. i would love to not only be in your life, but mirae's as well. please let me take care of you now, like i should have been all these years. it's all i want, if you'll have me."
TRIVIA
✿ their song is iu's through the night; sometimes when yuji can't sleep she'll call jungkook and he'll sing this to her.
✿ their favorite movie to watch together when they were kids was wall-e. she was the eve to jungkook's wall-e.
✿ depending on how their story goes, yuji and mirae could one day move in with jungkook, finally together as a family.
✿ yuji would find it hard to let jungkook take care of her at first, but eventually she falls into it. she'll let him cook for her, give her massages, brush her hair and rest her head on his chest when they cuddle after a long day. he adores doing these things for her, not surprising given his love languages are acts of service and physical touch.
✿ yuji still takes care of him as well, loving to do his laundry when she's over, cuddle him and pet his hair, verbalizing how much she cares for him and appreciates him & holding him tight when he cries. yuji's love languages are words of affirmation and physical touch, which can be seen in her actions.
✿ surprisingly, they don't fight often. when they do, it's either because jungkook was jealous of some guy or yuji was too sensitive to some harmless thing jungkook said. both are stubborn and sensitive, but are also mature enough to realize they need to talk it out so they do. usually when yuji tries to pin the blame on jungkook, he'll hit her with the "you literally hid my kid from me for years!" while yuji stares, mouth agape.
✿ he is her memory; when yuji forgets something, jungkook is the first to remind her.
✿ she is his rock; whenever he’s upset or just being huffy puffy she is the one who brings him down to earth again.
✿ when yuji is being stubborn he'll literally just... throw her over his shoulder and carry her away.
✿ whenever he’s gaming she’ll sit on his lap and his hair, though she’ll usually fall asleep on him.
✿ his family and some of his group members don't like yuji at first; they think jungkook forgave her far too easily. some will come around to her eventually.
✿ jungkook and mirae finally meeting would be a day full of happy tears. yuji would introduce him as her father, to which mirae would happily exclaim the prince is back! "a prince huh?" jungkook wouldn't be able to contain his cocky grin. "... shut up."
✿ their favorite movie to watch together when they were kids was wall-e. she was the eve to jungkook's wall-e.
✿ depending on how their story goes, yuji and mirae could one day move in with jungkook, finally together as a family.
✿ yuji would find it hard to let jungkook take care of her at first, but eventually she falls into it. she'll let him cook for her, give her massages, brush her hair and rest her head on his chest when they cuddle after a long day. he adores doing these things for her, not surprising given his love languages are acts of service and physical touch.
✿ yuji still takes care of him as well, loving to do his laundry when she's over, cuddle him and pet his hair, verbalizing how much she cares for him and appreciates him & holding him tight when he cries. yuji's love languages are words of affirmation and physical touch, which can be seen in her actions.
✿ surprisingly, they don't fight often. when they do, it's either because jungkook was jealous of some guy or yuji was too sensitive to some harmless thing jungkook said. both are stubborn and sensitive, but are also mature enough to realize they need to talk it out so they do. usually when yuji tries to pin the blame on jungkook, he'll hit her with the "you literally hid my kid from me for years!" while yuji stares, mouth agape.
✿ he is her memory; when yuji forgets something, jungkook is the first to remind her.
✿ she is his rock; whenever he’s upset or just being huffy puffy she is the one who brings him down to earth again.
✿ when yuji is being stubborn he'll literally just... throw her over his shoulder and carry her away.
✿ whenever he’s gaming she’ll sit on his lap and his hair, though she’ll usually fall asleep on him.
✿ his family and some of his group members don't like yuji at first; they think jungkook forgave her far too easily. some will come around to her eventually.
✿ jungkook and mirae finally meeting would be a day full of happy tears. yuji would introduce him as her father, to which mirae would happily exclaim the prince is back! "a prince huh?" jungkook wouldn't be able to contain his cocky grin. "... shut up."
STATUS DRIFTED APART
ENDING LUNA NOTE ideally i'd love for them to be together! how that happens is up to you. if not, then at the very least i'd love if they could co-parent and become great friends.
COMMENTS here is my second girl! she is a revamp but i really wanted to update her for this story so i made her a single mom- i hope that everything checks out and that i was able to represent motherhood decently! i was actually inspired by milyeon herself, hehe. a few things to note, i didn't realize that miyeon became a trainee for cube in 2017, i kinda assumed it was earlier than that (my bad) because she's just a side character i decided to retcon that and have her join cube right after leaving yg in 2015. also, for the life of me i couldn't figure out what the hangul for lyra would be. i'll update it when i can!
i know it's kinda weird for her backup plotline to be my other character's plotline, but i wasn't sure what else to put as yuji is so vocal oriented... and lastly, i apologize for the long and dramatic love interest section. i truly got carried away- it goes into 2020 which is after the story starts so feel free to only take that part of the love story as a suggestion and steer them into whatever direction you see fit, i don't mind at all, i'm just sorry you have to read all of that jdshbfs anyway, i hope you enjoyed reading about yuji and i can't wait for the story to start :D
SONG SUGGESTIONS
SCENE SUGGESTIONS
PASSWORD
i know it's kinda weird for her backup plotline to be my other character's plotline, but i wasn't sure what else to put as yuji is so vocal oriented... and lastly, i apologize for the long and dramatic love interest section. i truly got carried away- it goes into 2020 which is after the story starts so feel free to only take that part of the love story as a suggestion and steer them into whatever direction you see fit, i don't mind at all, i'm just sorry you have to read all of that jdshbfs anyway, i hope you enjoyed reading about yuji and i can't wait for the story to start :D
SONG SUGGESTIONS
✿ CLC no, me.
✿ ITZY dalla dalla, wannabe.
✿ FROMIS_9 feel good, dm.
✿ XG mascara, shooting star.
✿ STAYC poppy (japanese ver.)
✿ ITZY dalla dalla, wannabe.
✿ FROMIS_9 feel good, dm.
✿ XG mascara, shooting star.
✿ STAYC poppy (japanese ver.)
SCENE SUGGESTIONS
✿ the razzle dazzle members meeting mirae!
✿ yuji embracing her body and wearing a cop top with low rise jeans (typically she'd only wear them with high rise jeans).
✿ the girlies can predebut go to lottle world together, though still wearing masks bc of mik girlz.
✿ yuji embracing her body and wearing a cop top with low rise jeans (typically she'd only wear them with high rise jeans).
✿ the girlies can predebut go to lottle world together, though still wearing masks bc of mik girlz.
PASSWORD
✿ LUVME styled like 'LuvMe.' since a large part of razzle dazzle's message is to love yourself, it was thought that constantly seeing 'LuvMe' might stick in the minds of those who may struggle to.
COLOR
✿ CHAMPAGNE TOAST
#F6DFD7 there is something about the name 'razzle dazzle' that gives me the imagery of sparkling champagne, so i thought this would be cute.
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✿ CHAMPAGNE TOAST
#F6DFD7 there is something about the name 'razzle dazzle' that gives me the imagery of sparkling champagne, so i thought this would be cute.
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JEON JUNGKOOK
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BIRTHDATE september 1st, 1997.
OCUPATION bts.
PERSONALITY jungkook's friends tend to fondly say that this is his first life, because the boy is fascinated by almost everything. art, nature, other people- not only is he an admirer of life, but he tries to live it as positively as he can (sometimes failing, but who doesn't?) he's trying to get better at learning from his mistakes, but as he gets older he's sure to improve. with strangers he has a shy disposition, in fact he tends to stay huddled with those he already knows.
there's this sort of endearing awkwardness about him when he's interacting with those he doesn't know, an occasional fidget or nervous giggle escaping him. when you grow closer to him you'll see that jungkook is actually a huge goofball with a loud contagious laugh. he loves to joke, prank and play around with others, his playfulness being compared to a puppy. he's definitely the type to send you memes or a funny picture of himself at 1am.
one frustrating aspect about him is his smug and cocky attitude- one second he can be endearing and insecure about something, but after you compliment him it's met with "actually i knew all along hehe." just as any other human jungkook still has insecurities so sometimes his remarks are just a front, but still annoying nonetheless.
his competitiveness makes him an amazing idol but is also one of his downfalls, his intensity in any sort of game or competition is so much that losing is a huge blow to him. he can be a sore loser for like five minutes but thankfully jungkook rarely holds grudges. he wears his emotions on his sleeve, his facial expressions or body language being a dead giveaway. however it's usually a mystery as to why he's feeling this way, especially with negative emotions as he tends to keep that information to himself even when he shouldn't. this is especially apparent when he's jealous.
jungkook is at his worse when he's jealous, and he'll refuse to say he's even feeling that way, instead just snapping when he's prodded and saying things that he regrets. he'd feel deep guilt and would apologize, and would eventually share what he's been feeling and why, giving it his all to make it up to the person he snapped at (or he grows even more defensive and volatile, it honestly depends on the situation and person). regardless of it all, jungkook is a loyal friend and a good person at heart.
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PERSONALITY jungkook's friends tend to fondly say that this is his first life, because the boy is fascinated by almost everything. art, nature, other people- not only is he an admirer of life, but he tries to live it as positively as he can (sometimes failing, but who doesn't?) he's trying to get better at learning from his mistakes, but as he gets older he's sure to improve. with strangers he has a shy disposition, in fact he tends to stay huddled with those he already knows.
there's this sort of endearing awkwardness about him when he's interacting with those he doesn't know, an occasional fidget or nervous giggle escaping him. when you grow closer to him you'll see that jungkook is actually a huge goofball with a loud contagious laugh. he loves to joke, prank and play around with others, his playfulness being compared to a puppy. he's definitely the type to send you memes or a funny picture of himself at 1am.
one frustrating aspect about him is his smug and cocky attitude- one second he can be endearing and insecure about something, but after you compliment him it's met with "actually i knew all along hehe." just as any other human jungkook still has insecurities so sometimes his remarks are just a front, but still annoying nonetheless.
his competitiveness makes him an amazing idol but is also one of his downfalls, his intensity in any sort of game or competition is so much that losing is a huge blow to him. he can be a sore loser for like five minutes but thankfully jungkook rarely holds grudges. he wears his emotions on his sleeve, his facial expressions or body language being a dead giveaway. however it's usually a mystery as to why he's feeling this way, especially with negative emotions as he tends to keep that information to himself even when he shouldn't. this is especially apparent when he's jealous.
jungkook is at his worse when he's jealous, and he'll refuse to say he's even feeling that way, instead just snapping when he's prodded and saying things that he regrets. he'd feel deep guilt and would apologize, and would eventually share what he's been feeling and why, giving it his all to make it up to the person he snapped at (or he grows even more defensive and volatile, it honestly depends on the situation and person). regardless of it all, jungkook is a loyal friend and a good person at heart.
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