[ 𝕊𝕃𝕁𝕂 ] ▸ #16 데반 ▸#mlsm
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five to eight
▹ VANCOUVER BOY/DUDE/BRO◃ a casual nickname that everyone uses as a joke or a tease for him since he's from vancouver. perhaps, it was liam or cameron who came up with the nickname since the three of them come from different parts of the world so they start calling each other by where they're from as if it were their own inside jokes. for instance, on a daily basis, devan calls liam "new york boy" or cam as "currie kid".
▹ PAPABEAR, DEV-DADDY, DADDY DEV, DIDADDY◃ the many nicknames that stem from his tendencies to step up as a father figure or caring older brother in the group (although, it's mostly the former). fans will start to note on this, popularizing the nickname "didaddy" and "daddy dev" the most on social media because yes, he's one.
▹ SHIN CAPTAIN, CO-CAPT, CLASS PREZ ◃ because he's the co-captain of thunder, everyone just turns their heads to him and call him "shin captain!" but he doesn't mind at all since they are only stating facts. if they were a classroom, the other members would agree that they could see devan being the class president among them. this is despite the fact that liam is also captain of thunder... devan still cannot fathom why even liam would turn to him with puppy eyes that just scream "may devan shin take the wheel".
▹ 90% KOREAN◃ his parent's native tongue and his as well. growing up, he did have his own spells of sunday school and having to use korean in his house. he can differentiate when to say the english pronounciation and the korean pronounciation of certain words. he's constantly improving as he finds himself helping out the other members by explaining the meaning and usage of a certain korean word on a daily basis since he still has difficulty with harder words or special terms like idioms and such.
▹ 80% JAPANESE◃ it's been years since devan started learning japanese due to his longtime training period in order to prepare him for an eventual japanese debut when he does debut as an idol. so, out of the korean trainees, devan is one of the more skillful japanese speakers even if he's not a native speaker. he does enjoy interacting with japanese speaking trainees like hana and kazu so his skills become more natural.
what's more about devan is that he's outspoken in his speech and delivery. well, it's good because he's able to add feedback or ideas to make things better and develop faster. he always has input and it helps because he's always so hands-on when in a team that even when he's by himself, he's always pain-stakingly working hard. of course, this gets in the way whenever he puts too much hot sauce or spice in his words even when he knows well enough that there are younger people than him who may have a fragile heart or those who need a softer approach in hearing feedback or criticism but he's stubborn about it and is willing to take responsibility for his actions or words. responsibility for devan is a good thing because he's always had such a big sense of duty and commitment so you can rely on him to lead the way. yet, it bites him in the whenver he's so responsible and reluctant to give up. it makes him inclined to arguments or fights because even if he's ready to be responsible for his actions or words, perhaps the opposite side isn't. that, in itself, can spell trouble for the team.
frankly, devan was never interested in music, let alone k-pop but he didn't have a strong passion going forward to the future just yet. he wasn't really interested in anything so much that he wanted to make a living out of it. perhaps, a writer? perhaps, a journalist? perhaps, a barista? or maybe, even a copywriter? he was lost, really, unlike his sister daniella. she knew what she wanted to study in university and then what career she wanted to take. she wanted to become a marine biologist and she believed in her dreams, potential, and abilities very deeply. whenever he compared himself to her, deep down, devan envied her and wanted the same for himself. so, when he lost a bet with his friends one day and auditioned for sm entertainment during one of their global auditions in vancouver in 2010, he didn't object at all. maybe, deep down, he wanted to see for himself if he could pass.
"that's the best agency in south korea, ever! congrats, son!" they told him.
his sister daniella cooed at him, "i didn't thought your puppy-faced jocky look would get in but... congrats."
so, sixteen year old devan saw himself on a flight to seoul, south korea as he headed to start a new life alone as a full-time trainee at sm entertainment. the rest became history.
▹ caesar salad
▹ horror movies
▹ nachos (make sure not to double dip!)
▹ pork cutlets
▹ corn
▹ spiders
▹ wool sweaters
▹ deciding things through polls, roulettes or a round of rock, paper, scissors
▹ he blames his sister daniella for his habit of writing his name on the food or drinks he buys when storing them into a refrigerator because he always grew up being on edge about his food. daniella always seems to outwit him and takes his food or drinks for herself.
▹ the SLJK trainees worry for him because he always seems to eat just an apple or a banana for breakfast.he doesn't want to eat bread or rice so early in the day. he says it's too heavy for his system.
▹ is team cereal, always putting the cereal in the bowl before pouring the milk.
▹ honestly, would answer that he'd be jobless or a barista if he wasn't a k-pop idol.
▹ his favorite korean artists (k-pop and k-r&b included) is boa, exo, red velvet, baek yerin, car, the garden, sole, vince, jeebanoff hoody, zion.t, adoy and the rose.
▹ he says he's a cat person, his sister daniella and him actually raise a scottish fold male cat named daze back home. if he hits his third year as an idol, he might adopt another scottish fold or a ragdoll cat and name it dion.
▹ his coffee order is iced americano with an extra shot or a latte with an two extra shots.
▹ doesn't enjoy drinking tea as much as coffee, only drinks hot tea when he's sick
▹ is actually a pretty decent cook because he's had to cook for himself a lot during his time training in korea and would not cause any fires or chaos when in charge of a meal.
▹ would love to get a barista license in the future because why not?
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they are definitely the mom and dad in MLSM who may bicker or tease each other a lot but always end up depending on each other for a lot of things, considering their respective roles in the team. liam's emotions calm down around devan as both seem to suffer from very similar inner demons. liam is perhaps the only person devan can be honest to due to that fact and vice versa goes for liam as well. devan is able to make liam loosen up his grip on leadership around the other guys as devan knows that liam should have his own well-being in mind. rather ironic when devan also suffers from similar self-critical tendencies but it works when these two are together.
perhaps, liam has trouble being taken care of as he's always so used to taking care of others. adding on to that fact is also the fact that devan is older than him. that's rare in SLJK, for liam to have a hyung so in such an unfamiliar position, liam is quite clumsy in expressing himself but devan knows it well from the first few weeks they spent together. liam is a younger brother that needs time to get used to having an older brother like him around but that's fine. don't they have plenty of time and sleepless nights in the world to figure that out?
knowing that liam and cameron's relationship has become somewhat strained, devan tries not to poke around and just act like nothing happened even if it's hard for him. he's close to both of them but since then, cam has become reluctant to talk to him about matters of deeper feelings because well, his status as co-captain of MLSM makes devan spend more time with liam. devan knows that cam's scared but what can devan do at this point? one thing's for sure, if a fight breaks out, he'll just have to pull the two apart with his biceps.
kazu doesn't express it clearly but he does seem to look up (or at times, pity) devan for his attempts to keep everyone together and help them out so kazu tries his best not to be a big pain in devan's ... though, him being around hana doesn't help it, really. it's not rare to find devan or liam reminding one another to look after the two as liam told devan one day, "you never know if they suddenly break something or disappear!"
since he's still getting to know keiko, devan's not quick to jump to conclusions and would like to just go with the flow. they do exchange greetings and may be captured in the same frame through the SLJK!TV camera lenses but they're a combination that is befitting of AWSAZ because there's not much that ties the two together except being close to kazu or hana or cam.
although, devan does find himself having to rush whenever kazu and cameron let her be. hopefully, once he's gotten the gist of who she is, he and keiko can unleash a chemistry that just screams "dorky" or "dumb or dumber" despite them usually keeping to their own familiar circles.
MADAME KANG is the person devan wants to please and earn a praise or two from because she's the one in charge of the entirety of the SLJK program so she is the one who decides everything for the trainees. frankly, devan does not want her to see him as a lost cause who has been walking in place for eight years inside the SM training rooms. he wants to show her he's worth it and that he has a value that can do good for the debuting team's brand. madame kang, known for her stoic and nonchalant aura, does see devan as a "sore finger" (always makes her feel bad for all that he's done for the company) amongst the other trainees because she remembered the first time he greeted her as a new recruited trainee and he is perhaps one of the few older male trainees left in the whole roster. despite that, she keeps her decisions levelheaded and devan respects that in madame kang.
TAKASHI SATO is the one whose in charge of the japanese trainees and the japanese promotions of the teams (as well as TAROT and GEMS), making devan never not familiar with him unlike several of the teams who will be under his wing in their activities. though, he is sometimes rather taken aback when mr. sato approaches him first with a compliment or pat on the back. one time, he joked that devan had worked under SM longer than he has to which he could only smile.
KIM HEECHUL is in charge of concepts and experimentations of the SLJK trainee teams and through hyoyeon's slight bias for the male trainees, he favors the girls a bit more. heechul can't pretend like he hasn't bumped into devan a couple of times in the building. he would joke about staying away from him so that he wouldn't seem short and would never forget how he had once asked devan if eunhyuk was handsome or not (devan hesitated to say anything and heechul told eunhyuk, "well, that just answers the question, doesn't it?"). heechul, being very professional, gives devan a lot of different concepts which in turn makes devan quite competitive to be able to devour the diverse concepts. in return, devan has made several legendary covers amongst the SLJK trainees (anybody whose anybody in SLJK wouldn't forget the legend that is his covers of tvxq's "mirotic", shinee's "replay", miss a's "hush", red velvet's "one of these nights" and exo's "what is love"?)
KIM HYOYEON is the one whose in charge of monitoring the trainees during practices at certain times. devan, in shorter words, is quite intimidated by her aura when she's not with her members because wow, the charisma and nonchalance coming from hyoyeon is just immaculate. hyoyeon is tough on all SLJK trainees but more especially on devan (and everyone has noticed this) because of his experience being in the company should set him apart from the others. well, she was right and devan is one of the few that hyoyeon clearly picks out as an ideal for the other trainees.
the sassy miss girl of the neighbourhood, daniella is, for better or for worse, devan's sister. the two grew up getting on each other's nerves but also making sure that nobody messes with the other. daniella has her own ways to express herself to her brother but devan has gotten so used to it that he's no longer surprised. anyone who doesn't know them might think the two siblings don't get along when it's the exact opposite. daniella was perhaps the only one he was bluntly honest to about his life in seoul because despite how she is, she listens and doesn't tell. only after they're separated, does devan truly see and acknowledge how great daniella is as a sister because she's cool.
remembering his long time spent at SM ent, devan does receive supportive text messages from tvxq who always seems to be keeping themselves up-to-date with every junior artists' activities. both tvxq like to mention devan as the new rising visual rookie in the agency on television so they're very relieved to find out that devan finally debuted.
devan does want to be a producer or singer-songwriter with a long-term career like super junior but perhaps, he'd want to explore new things by then. all the members of super junior interact with him on good terms, always making him laugh with unexpected jokes or funny faces that even he can't think of.
devan aspires to achieve just a portion of their legacy as that in itself is already a big achievement for her and her group. he becomes very nervous and awkward around them just because their aura itself is already different. not to mention, yoona had been his first ever ultimate bias so everyone who trained with him know that he's a big yoona fanboy.
F(X) devan loved seeing the sibling-like relationship of shinee and f(x) at their days. f(x) was unconventional and experimental, making them the epitome of sm music performance and the unique girl group sm entertainment always wanted. their music, in general, always has a place in devan's heart because they were the ones who introduced electric dance beats to kpop and everything took a turn since then.
devan remembered the day he bought the pink tape album and fell in love with song 'airplane' and 'goodbye summer' (even more when krystal and sulli signed it in person!). he forced the hell out of dao to sing 'goodbye summer' with him as a duet performance during one of their monthly evalutions and dao hasn't let it go ever since.
EXO having his part-time trainee years overlap over several of the exo members', devan is perhaps the only one from the whole SLJK that is able to act normal when he's in the same room as them. he had been the closest with sehun and chanyeol which made everyone call them "the three towers" since the three of them were quite tall even back then.
even after their success, devan and exo still have a close relationship regardless of whether or not they are busy. everyone remembered the buzz devan caused when sehun and chanyeol had posted their support for his debut on their instagrams.
RED VELVET the relationship between devan and red velvet is similar to his and nct since they were in the same jumble of trainees at the time. devan still remembers how he would baby yeri, how irene always reminded him of a goddess, how seulgi taught him some dance moves, how wendy and him always talked in english, and how he was amazed at joy's beauty and voice at the time (although, until this day, irene even in her bareface amazed him the most).
red velvet are still the sisters who took care of him when everything got a bit hopeless and they were really happy to see him debut, yeri especially since they trained together before she was added to red velvet. they still get nostalgic of the past when they see each other and to devan, red velvet's music and performances are just incredible and unique.
NCT out of the 23 (and counting) members of NCT, devan is the closest to the ones who were SM rookies in 2015-2016 (taeyong, johnny, taeil, kun, ten, doyoung, jaehyun, mark) since he had lived together with them in the trainee dorm until the NCT concept was announced. he has been through so much with them so there was no way devan would forget the guys who helped him through it.
that doesn't mean he doesn't have any memories with jungwoo, wayv or the other dreamies since he and jungwoo (and sungchan) were a deadly trio. that was until devan went into the SLJK program and jungwoo and sungchan were slated into the NCT lineup. the members of NCT and him are super keen in revealing the stories of the past because there are some funny ones involving birthday pranks, fake fights, petty bets and secretly buying or eating food together.
AESPA even if aespa debuts in 2020, devan knows them as karina (yoo jimin) and winter (kim minjung) were hidden sm trainees at the time who trained alongside him and several other of the SLJK trainees. devan's quite friendly with them, except perhaps giselle who didn't get to cross paths with him as a trainee. devan would most likely share some episodes of him and the aespa members when they were training together, causing fans to become more curious and pining for their interactions.
all throughout his time in sm entertainment, he trained himself so hard and learned the concept of self-discipline for the first time as he was taught such concepts (along with ethics, manners, and self introspection) as a part of the training system in sm entertainment. it was difficult, of course as he threw away a part of his asian jock high school life to become a trainee but what is life without hardcomings? what is success without struggles?
despite others thinking it was bad for SM to keep him in their dungeon, devan was relieved. to be revealed as a trainee that has no certainty of debuting would mean double the pressure. it was enough he partook in several SM rookies showcases without being revealed. it was more than enough, actually. trying to survive in the cut-throat training system itself was already a challenge for everyone but to be a SM rookie that was expected to debut? devan later knew about the devastating effect the amount of expectation and pressure had on a rumored debut lineup trainee when xu yiyang, aria jin, yongzoo, hansol and herin left. he knew he had to carry on for them.
that's how he strengthened his mind and that's why even if those who trained with him left or debuted one by one, devan always sincerely prayed for their health and success with a smile.
"devan-hyung, someone told me to call you to madame kang's office," sungchan said as he peeked into the practice room devan and jungwoo were in, the two listening to exo's monster.
"alright, i'll go right now, thank god i haven't sweated a drop yet," devan said as he and jungwoo did their duo handshake with one another before walking to madame kang's office.
the moment devan appeared in front of madame kang's office door, he trembled. just what was in store for him? after knocking three times and being allowed in, devan went inside and bowed a full ninety degrees to the woman sitting down at her desk.
"have you heard of the reason why you're here, devan shin?" madame kang immediately asked devan who could fill cold sweat and trembling fists before answering, "n-no, maam."
he saw a smirk on madame kang's face but for what reason?
"i've come to give you the one and only last chance to debut, child... would you take it? to be a part of SLJK, the best of the best in the whole SM trainees?" madame kang saw the instant look of desperation, remorse, angst, determination and delight in devan's eyes all at once. just how much potential has he piled up inside him all these years? she thought to herself.
"of course, ma'am, if there is only one option, there is no fear in the chances of failing. thank you very much," devan said, boweing a full ninety degrees who knows how much.
"do you have any songs you'd like to sing right now? anything that comes to mind?" madame kang unexpectedly asked him.
"exo's universe... i enjoyed it quite a lot. it reminded me of losing at something i haven't even started," devan's words were cut short when madame kang smirked again, "like your chances to debut in NCT, you mean? i know you know you are not slated into the NCT 2018 lineup. so, channel all that and just sing, my boy. show me your despair and desires," she wistfully ended.
so, that's how devan just started singing at madame kang's request. she closed her eyes and just took his vocal performance in with an open mind and ready ears. lovely, just lovely.
when devan finished singing, she asked him, "and here, it says you are a dancer and rapper too. you really had too much time in our training rooms to be good at everything, huh?" devan showed a polite smile, "only the best of the best can debut, ma'am. you have said it better than i do."
"indeed, i have. next time, show me the rest of your skill spectrum. someone is getting a SLJK contract. you will help us and the teams a lot in the future," she said sternly and to which devan nodded. he was excused and the moment he left the room, madame kang took a great look at his profile.
surely, his debut would cause a buzz of delightful SM Rookies and/or NCT fans alike. his native english speaking would make him dependable for attracting foreign attention and his physicality and age would make his audience wider.
perhaps, it was just fate that devan shin's fate to debut would lie in the hands of madame kang and the SLJK program.
▹ DANCE ◃ bang chan [one - two - three]
when you see devan dance from fancams or during live stages, you'd think he's been dancing since a kid. well, no, he only knew how to dance after learning from scratch upon becoming a trainee at SM ent which is a shocking fact for others because the guy dances so smoothly and well too. there's just a fluid flow to his movement and he understands how to control the strength in his gestures or angles. this caused him to have that signature "SM class" to his dancing so that's perhaps he has been trusted to help choreograph most of the performances.
though SM is not known for their rappers (before NCT debuted), devan trained hard so that if he does ever get assigned to a rap position, he doesn't get bashed or dragged for his skills. he shouldn't disappoint SM because as one knetz put it bluntly, questioning a SM idol's talent is like questioning if McDonalds has burgers. that's why devan never slacked off in rap classes and learned to improve with the other trainees who were taking the class at the time, namely mark and taeyong. this caused his rap to have an aggressiveness to it at certain times yet softness at others. there's a flexibility with his expression, tones and flow according to the concept decided for the song. once people find out that he was in the same rap class roster as mark and taeyong, it all makes sense.
▹ fans often give him credit for the amount of talent, patience and energy devan gives off because "he's been in the SM dungeon for so long, it's only natural that he's this talented and humble". other SLJK trainees admit that they often question themselves or get intimidated by devan because he was probably already in the SM training rooms when they first got interested in becoming a kpop idol.
▹ devan and cameron talk to each other in english and the sight of them doing so is often compiled by the fans because they admire the different accents of english they use and because they can be dubbed the "english-speaking bros".
▹ once, the SLJK trainees did a polling of "best body" and "best big brother" and by an overwhelming gap, devan won both on the day of his birthday. it was quite a memorable day in the SLJK training rooms because everyone pitched in to throw in a surprise for devan's birthday. fans saved pictures of that day because devan's face was meme worthy even if his speech was quite touching for everyone watching.
▹ devan had filmed himself for a day with the title "a devan's day!" where he showed his routine. well, most of it was the simple or procedural trainee routine but of course, most fans were thirsting over the minutes where devan filmed himself exercising in the gym while showing off his body and people went insane for the pics or gifs because "he's the next person to continue the adult y of 2PM, SF9, [insert more here]".
▹ despite knowing them well through the times spent together, devan does not want to meddle in liam and cameron's very tense relationship because it would be unwise for a third person to get into the mix and make everything more sour than it already was. though, devan's ready to be on standby to pull the two apart if they ever do exchange fists (which, in all honesty, would be better than having a cold war with one another). actually, if the time is right and the stars align, devan wishes to get the two to sit facing one another and just talk it out or scold them to do so, perhaps.
"hello, it's nice to meet you," he said in english before continuing in korean, "my name is devan and i'm producer and co-captain to team MLSM. that means i am liam's soulmate," devan finishes his sentence by blowing a kiss to liam who is standing behind the camera to which liam wheezed and tries to make hand gestures of a 'X' to deny such a statement. this caused everyone to burst in giggles and snickers, even madame kang showed a faint smile on her usually nonchalant face.
"but, i hope i'm still here, doing all sorts of things, experimenting with my color and making friends along the way. oh, and living healthy in a house bought by my own money, kya~ how nice would that be, right?" devan said as he nodded to his answer, satisfied with the kind of answer he gave.
it was all true, though. despite not giving a thought about the future after debut and post rookie era, devan only has modest wishes; being healthy, still being relevant and self-sufficient.
WHICH SENIORS DO YOU LOOK UP TO?
"it'd definitely be TVXQ and SHINee [sunbaenim]... and EXO [sunbaenim], i almost forgot about it but of course, i look up to taemin and sehun quite a lot," devan winked to the camera while throwing a few hand hearts from his pockets, prompting laughter from those present on the scene due to the unpredicted actions he just did.
"sorry, if i startled you, those hyungs promised to treat me if i ever mentioned their names," devan broke into laughter at the last part of his sentence, likewise did the interviewer who heard his answer.
"ah, you know, i remembered thinking that this was my last chance ever at debuting... i couldn't waste it, i couldn't let it slip away... something like that," devan's eyes teared up but he quickly wiped them away. liam, watching from behind the camera, started to tear up as well before shouting, "hyung-nim, i love you! even if you intimidated me at first, you are the love!"
the sight was quite heartwarming and even madame kang nodded approvingly to the interview devan had just done.
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