happy birthday jung hoseok omg you're 22 now plz act like it!!!!!!

jk but seriously i know you won't read this but i needed to put this out there and hopefully (hob hob) you'll read it amen

thank you jung hoseok for all the wonderful memories since your debut of being my official bangtan bias on 12th december 2014 when we high fived T___T you are such a lovable and adorable human being i just want to swim the seas to korea with a ginormous mailing bag and scoop you up and bring you home so we can be together forever omg

i love you in your brilliant moments when you make me so proud, i love you in your okay moments that make me happy to love and cherish you, i love you even in your bad moments when people try to bring you down, but i'm here in the crowd cheering you on even if everyone else isn't. i love you seven days a week, 24 hours a day, and 365 days a year, and that will never fail, i promise!!

(yes it does bae)

i seriously remember the 12th and 13th of december like it was yesterday or just maybe even a few hours ago, and i know deep down in my heart that it's because they were the best days of my life. i still remember standing right in front of the moshpit, having everyone who was behind me pushing forward to get a glimpse of you and honestly i couldn't help but stare at you (especially) and the rest of my bangtan babies. i was so starstuck i swore that i had drool dripping out of my mouth that i held open for pretty long. no words could describe how perfect you looked in person. it was a weird feeling at first - to have someone you've been idolising through a computer/phone screen for an entire year and 2 months being right in front of your face just a few metres away. it was like a nostalgic feeling, like you guys had popped out of my screen or something, but then i remembered my phone had died lol so IT WAS REAL AF

and i also distinctively remember walking up the stage that you guys were on and it was such an exciting moment for me, my blood was rushing through my veins and the adrenaline pumped throughout my body and all i could hear was bangtan music being blasted through the loud speakers behind the stage and the constant roars of other fans screaming. i walked up the steps and i could see jungkook staring at me and it was heaven. all the members were amazing of course, but something about you sparked something within me and made me feel so special. i remember you staring at me after i high fived namjoon, and you held your hands out for me to high five and you flashed an amazing, heart-warming smile and i SWORE ON MY LIFE i think i found the one. but nope you just had to be an uprising idol who lived millions of miles away from me but that's ok i still have wifi. anyway (i side tracked) i smiled too and i high fived and i told you "j-hope you're perfect" real quick but i'm not sure if you heard but you said thank you and you blushed so i asSUMED YOU DID. and the guards were being complete ing s so i couldn't spend that time talking to you about life and that serious conversation about having children and all. it may have lasted 2 seconds, but 2 seconds was definitely more than enough for me to fall head over heels for you. 

the next day, i remembered screaming your name throughout the ENTIRE TRB CONCERT and i tell you the person sitting beside me judged me so hard because before the concert i told her i was a jungkook stan????? i don't know what the hell happened so meh. you looked amazing and i could not take my small asian eyes of you <3 you were charming af and everything about you was attractive and hot as hell to me and it was just so unf <3 i love you so much 

after those 2 life changing experiences i am here today in the twitter world and aff world as a hoseok stan, god knows why and how, but i am proud to call myself one. you are more than just a typical "oppa", you are an inspiration, a source of hope (hah) for myself and for armys, and you're the reason why i am striving hard to succeed and acheive my dreams in the future, just like you did. sometimes i ask myself and i ask the world and i complain to everyone about how unfair it is that i have to tragically fall in love with someone who forgot my existence a milisecond after we see each other. i don't think i will ever know the reason why, but all i've got to say is: i hope the woman you'll exchange rings with at the altar treats you and loves you as much as i would. i hope she makes you happy, i hope she makes you fall in love with her every single day like how i would with you, and most of all, i hope she'll be there with you every step and every milestone in your life that you're going to take. as long as you're happy, i'm happy. we're both gonna marry different people, and i'm not gonna stick my nose up other armys' asses and be all like "i'm gonna marry hoseok oppa" "we're gonna get married" "i'm hoseok's wife" because obviously that will never happen. no matter what becomes of bangtan and myself, i will be hidden in your crowd of fans as a 15 year old sadist but i will still hold my lightstick and my hoseok banner and cheer u on like nobody's ing business. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you and i will never stop supporting your shiny, prominent

please eat well, drink well, sleep well and keep doing what you're doing because you make us so happy. thank you for existing and thank you for being a special part of bangtan that can never be replaced. most importantly, thank you for taking up the space in my heart that can also never be replaced. 

love,

carmen

HOSEOK SPECIAL GIFS SECTION yas

hoseok being gross cute:

^ the crime of ruining my social life and emptying my wallet as fast as 1 milisecond

hoseok being gay:

hoseok being hoseok:

  disgusted by u

    thank god those sounds don't come out on the picture

 i don't really know what he's doing so

  hoseok being a camwhore (again)

 attractive hoseok to save his image a lil

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE

 *tries not to cry but ends up crying a bucket of tears anyway*

 my ing ship omg BY RE

  Y HOSEOK IS SO BOY

 crying

sadly i would love to post all the existing hoseok gifs on this blogpost because why not right but sadly i don't have the time because i have exams coming up which so i hope you like the ones i comprimised <3 hope you have a hopeful day today ily guys and HOSEOK ISNT SUPPOSED TO SEE THIS SECTION SO DON'T LET HIM SO IT OKAY <3