I don't know why but i suddenly dreaming my 7 years crush. Yeah I know it's too long to call it a crush. I don't really know if it called as crush because I think this feeling is so strong haha 

That dream was so sweet and fluffy. But after all, good thing never last forever, it tends to swift away hmmm. 

The thing is the dream started at school where my classroom is. I'm like always at front seat and my crush sit at row behind me. Same as in reality. Old story haha. Then we chit-chatted by giving paper notes secretly hehe. I thought that my crush having crush that is me muahahaha I know this is too good to be true but this is my dream yupp sweet dream. We started to get soo close even my classmates knew we're a thing then, they seem supporting us hahaa 

But then the nightmare came without invitation. My one classmate, i don't know if it's true but she wanna separate us. I do think she liked my crush too. But who doesn't, my crush is so special, his smile can make your day brighter and not to mention his skin is tanned. Hehe and he is one of a kind man. I like him for who he is. Back to the story, this girl want us to be far from each other. She and other girls did so much things to stir our relationship, and they really meant it.

I really don't know why but my dream off to another time lapse when we're were in china at kungfu period. This surely a weird dream haaaa. Then my character is a kungfu lady that brave enough to fight a man. My crush is a healer kungfu man. He can make people healthy again with his knowledges of herbs and his smile haha. Okay surely the unwanted part of my dream do continue. The jealous girls who doesn't like our relationship came and they are the villains here. I don't really remember the ending but what I remembered was my crush and i were badly injured because of our fight with those girls. Hmmm we did all the best way to get rid of them. Yes in the end, we did it. But you know good thing doesn't last forever. The poison that we both get from previous fight started to work on our bodies. My crush said that those poisons have no remedy and he also can't get up to do some medicine. So we're just lying on the floor saying lovey-dovey thing and just living the whole moment. He said that he doesn't care about the poison, he is with me after all. I cried. I'm saying the same thing too to him. And he smiled his bright smile that i always loved. Anddd slowly we bring our hands together and closer and tighter. The time is coming. We're smiling to each other and said I love you's many times. And the silence breaks. 

At least my dream is a happy ending. I swear this dream is one of my lovely dreams even with the sad end. Hmmm. My crush now is still contacting me after all this. We never lost contact tho after high school year have left us 4years ago. And i think my feeling is still remains it doesn't die. Ottokeeee.

I woke up with my smile this morning. Hehe.