Let me start with something that everyone understand is the difficulty of life. When your younger everything is perfect but have you seen the reality of it very well? Now you can say I'm crazy but just face it like a true human everything will change and to the people like me that work hard to survive in this work is not easy and now that I am going to college and because of been to smart I don't  know what to study yeah you may be thinking that if I have something that I like yeah that's the problem I have a lot of thing that I like and I don't know what to choose because I like Evey each one of them  I have difficulty  for not been prepare and been blind true all these year where I should suppose to do a lot of things that not all people do but some of they do. Its hard and now I'm facing my problem and you know it. Been depress trying to be successful in my school that when people look at you took you as an example and do the same but is more hard than anyone can imagine and it hurts people trowing you aside like trash knowing you're good in school and other things.  I thought people think is easy because they don't know or they aren't living my life. I'm always a student to be perfect on everything that I do yes to people that are lazy they don't know and they judge me like you did but I just keep my mouth shut because if I open it thing very bad would happen some people say have to do better like you did yeah like your better than me first of all look at yourself if your progress and everything else before looking and judging at someone better than you or less, you dont know, it hurt a lot that human likenyouncan talk about the past of been perfect first of all THAT'S ALL BULL past already happen people you have to be thinking of the present and living in today because that's happening now and it will help you in the future! I don't care about your past it not worth it better than today and tomorrow if God help us live now and be thankful because of today things but they are good memories too but I'm not talking in that point  so YOU in everything you judge me or tell me to be better because you don't know what will happen. If I will be better that I hope I will with all my effort in the future.Just think it a litter if you didn't have that person to help you to be that perfect or do everything that YOU SHOULD BE DOING you won't be that stupid and won't be needing help from other people to understand simple things that is logic and basic you where just waisting your time and thats how you live your life wasting time and not like us people who work to be something in this world however I'm not telling I'm perfect  but telling that I suffer here for working and you taking fresh air take it all  how someone  life is sometime very unlucky right you in other time could have suffer even more badly than me but first of all do you have you power to know me, read my mind , look into my past or any power that can judge me in any way ? No right well stop trying to be the best of all because that's not true I hate it you could have been the perfect dauther or son to your family but that's not true and each one of us knows why because we know ourself not any friends or parents or anybody that we know in life let me say it one last time WE ARE NOT PERFECT so stop making other people miserable and telling them what to do and even why you're caring about another life first of all it should be your life who YOU should worry about and after hurting me you know it is not going to be the same and also you know you're going to do it again

Sorry guys if your offended is not my intention I just wanted to get this out of my sistem because of various person that I know and have hurt me without they even knowing .