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Because i walked away,

leaving you hanging,

without words.

 

because the thought of loving you,

 loving you too much,

way too deep,

overwhelmed my whole being,

and it's scaring me.

 

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It's my fault.

I'm sorry,

and i'm not done crying.

 

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Stupid ex boyfie texted me saying how he regretted ever meeting me,

(well i'm not. you're the bestest boyfriend i've ever had. meeting you is one of the best moment in my life.)

saying how he regretted wasting his precious time for me.

(this is what i fear the most. i hate falling deep down bc there might be a day when a person will say i'm just wasting his time, i'm not even worth it. well, once again, i shouldnt have refrain myself in the first place.)

 

 

 

what a messy life i have. 

shouldnt have fall for him in the first place.