So quick update on my study abroad: I have put in my deposit so I (think? They haven't gotten back to me yet. I did send it in yesterday though) have a spot as of now for the trip. All I have to do at this point is find a way to get the actual money that's required for the trip by the end of June or at least by July 6th. I'm applying for every scholarship I can find but there aren't a lot that I can apply for. I may end up taking out a loan (which I desperately want to avoid) to pay for it. I'll do whatever I have to in order to go even if that requires a loan. If I don't have enough by like the end of May then I'll probably set up a go fund me and just swallow my pride. Like I said, I'll do everything and anything to get there. No matter what.