It is not that I'm unhappy, but all these thoughts bouncing around in my brain make me restless and I hardly sleep at night because of them. So I'm writing them down to see if that can help a bit. ^_^

Things that fogs my mind today

- Get a job

- Running out of money for rent before getting job

- Writing job applications

- Feel like I'm never working out hard enough for my military training, though my muscles are sore and I train 5 out of 6 days

- Being restless

- The constant feeling that I should try harder with everything