I'm listening to my Music box on youtube not stopping at all because I can't sleep. I feel like all the song is playing my life one by one. Maybe I'm think way to much for some crazy reason and I don't even know it myself~ Has anyone ever done the same? There this one song from Epik High called SPOILER! Do you know? Yes! The song it's really sad for me mostly,maybe I'm being overly dramatic or I just emotionly need mental care~ Everything about it it's just...it makes me want to tear up and .... I really don't know...That song is not the only one Beast's 12:30~ do you know? There is a lot more songs that takes me into that emotional state but I try not to cry because I dont want anyone to come into my room randomly and see... Will you see it's because it happened way to many times already ^ ^ 

 Those songs make me feel the emotion and it's not the normal ones. I feel maybe emotionally alone~ or it's because I image myself in a really sad relationship~ Should I just use these emotion into my stories? If I do I think I'll tear up along with it~ 

I'll try it on the spot.... Okay her I go~

I walked along the road without looking at anyone... Do you see me even if you say your not looking at me anymore because our love has end? Enter your name Ah~ Will you love me even though you know I'm an idiot? Enter your Lover's name  said I of course smile and answer "Yes, even if the sky is falling I will love you~" Those lines from someone you love always have a plot twist because.....

Enter his name~ I'm home~! As I walked inside the things I see was like a movie I keep telling myself that... but it feel as if I was push into a river more then being shot in the heart I always hope that this never happen to me...

Those were lies that I'll tell myslef every night when I go to sleep but We can't turn back time~ I hope I'll sleep tight tonight because I have this pills to help me sleep this time. "I hope I'll see you in heaven my love~"

The plot of this mini story was that her love has went to heaven already and she couldn't help herself anymore so she took those pills to rest her failing heart~

How was that? is it too common? I hope you understand,I did it on the spot~~ ^^ With Love, I hope you readers in this Blog replies because sometimes it's really boring if I don't get any update at all~ I hope you'll understand ^ ^