How I wish I could write my own story and have the plot I want. But life indeed isn't a fanfiction. :3

I enrolled myself to a Hangeul class. Of course my intention is to learn Korean language more. But I didn't know I'd met someone there. orz

For the first day, one eonnie (she's a sunbae) oriented me about anything and everything I should learn, and this guy from across our table caught my attention. He looks like someone else I couldn't remember, I tried not to stare at him, and stay focus but he keeps on interjecting on us. OTL

For the next weeks, he's the one who was tasked to teach us the basic lessons (because I enrolled late, and the official start of the class is every Jan). I always gets giddy to come to class, and huge part of my reasons is him.

Then, I noticed that one of my closest classmate there has a crush on him, too. She mentioned that he looks like LEE SEUNGGI, yes YoonA's boyfriend, and that made me realized that Seunggi was the one I was thinking from the very first day.

I noticed that they get closer to each other everytime. When we are chatting with our other classmates, he'd go to us and try to catch her attention. He always gets everywhere near her, and she does the same when she gets a chance. And the sight makes the butterflies in my stomach faint. Yes, it hurts. ~ I tried to ignore them but it is too noticeable.

She is vocal to everyone that he likes Lee Seunggi, and my other classmates and sunbaes conclude that, that is why he is close with my crush, which is I think the other way around. I mean, she begins to like Seunggi because of him. Haha

One time, my classmates were talking about their crushes there, they all mentioned Korean names, and I recognized few of them. Then, one of them asked me about mine. I don't want to say it, not now, not ever, especially she's there. So they kept on pestering me to spill the beans. Aish~

Of course I can't and I won't hate my crush or my friend because my pain is not their fault. But, it just hurts, and I need to move on, really. Heeeelp! Huhuhuhu ㅠㅠㅠ I have many school problems to even think of it, but I can't help it. ㅠㅠ